I know, I really thought of leaving.
But I am so stupid.
I can't leave u guys just like that, you all have a permanent place in my heart
So...
Well, I know I should do this.
Explanation:
Today everything was shitty.
I won't tell any names, but first, one of my best friends on Wattpad is ignoring me.
Then they decided to leave.
Then, more decided to leave.
School was shitty.
I was more tired than a person who didn't sleep 11 nights in a row.
So I did what every emotionally destroyed person would do:
I started sobbing.
Sobbing loudly, but quiet enough so no one from my family would realize that I was crying.
And then, I was too emotionally destroyed to even think what I was doing and the consequences.
I started sobbing and I must've fallen asleep, but I realized what I had done when I woke up.
The first thing I did as soon as I realized was to grab my phone.
I was shocked to see that soo many ppl cared.
I started sobbing again and all I wanted was to meet u all irl just crush u in a hug.
So...
I'm not planning to leave, I love u all soooooo muchh!!!
I am sooo soo soo sorry, and I know I don't deserve to be forgiven.
But I hope u all know how much I love u.
I'm sorry.
I truly am.
And I definitely can't sort this book into the category "random" cuz this is NOT a random thing.
