Burning desires

Chapter one

Aria pov

When we were younger. We were told to chose who we wanted to be. Some would say docter, A vet, military personal of any kind, fire men and much more. However some are not so luck to chose. Those are the ones that were told there heart is to the family and not to the themselves or gain favor of a parent. I am one of them. It was never like this at first. It only happened when my father started to make excuses about not being able to come around. My mother died when I was 8, by an home invasion. Since then everything I have ever know went south. Such is the way of life for those who got the unlucky side of it of the coin. So now I am stuck being a law student at london University Oxford.

I never really wanted to do this but It is in all do respects to again fathers attention once more.I remember when I was younger he once said " when I was young I wanted to be lawyer, but I couldnt of couse because of your grand-father". There was so many sorrows in his eyes that day. An since I was a child, I was always attached to my fathers side. You can say I was daddies littel girl, Where ever he went, wether it was to a meeting or a grand party for businesses, I was always there. They would alway call me his littel bird due to me always singing at these events. An it was perfect in one moment but then that unforseen accident changed everything and all the happience ended. Now time skip to me being twenty one and with him barely around. It is heart breaking for me as when ever I call he would have to cut it short saying he has to go or he has to work. I never wanted to be a burdern but I could not help but feel helpless about t, then again he did surport me financially.

So I never bothered to say anything.
I couldn't help thinking about this while moving everything to my dorm room.
I still cant believe that I am actualy here doing this.
The dorm room was big enough for two people. It consisted with a roomy enough greeting room with a kitchen and then well two bedrooms on opposite sides of each other. The overlay theme of the dorm room was white and grey, kinder land and depressing if you ask me.
Sighh... I mean I get collage is depressing but you dont need to make it that bad right?.

An in the end who was I to complain? I mean I was the one who did this to gain her fathers attention. Just as I was about to drown in the misery of my unfortunate prodicitment my roommate came knocking on the door of our dorm room, well at least I hope it was not some lost person looking for directions. I could honestly use some company right so I would not over work myself, plus it would not hurt to have help with reagranging the room. "Come in, the door is unlucked" I said to the person on the other side of the door. The door opened reveling a girl who couldn't be any less than my age so maybe twenty-one or about to be twenty-one." Hello, I am Zara Greyson. An I am twenty-one years old" The girl, Zara whose name I came to know said. " Hi, my name is Aria Nova. An I am also twenty-one years old" I said giving her a simile trying to give her an reasurance that she is welcomed due to look of her being nervous.
So I was right we are the same age. That is nice to know I have someone close to age.

The girl can't be less than or looked to be about five foot five inches which means she is tall than me by one inch, since I five foot four inches. She looks to be a mix between African and British decent, which means she is a Malato.
Intresting, You dont really see much people that matches her ethnicity around much.
She has thick,full ,curlly dark brown hair. Her eyes are hazel green, which matches her fair semi tan skin. She was wearing a light pink hoodi peared with a semi bell bottom jeans pants with vance sneakers.
I must say that looks rather comfurtable. Must be nice having the chose to wear such clothing. I was never allowed to even wear it, even if I wanted to.

" wow really! That is pretty amazing" Zara suddenly shouted out of know where. I was taken back by this, I was not expecting her to say that so boldly when she was just so nerves. " Yeah, I guess it is. How about I help you with getting your things inside your room. I already picked the one on the left." I said with small smile. I could not help it. The way her eyes light up with the fact we are the same age is refreshing. " yeah, sure no problem. My stuff is right outside the door....but are you sure you can help me?" She asked as she looked at me, more like my cloths.

Is she worried about my cloths getting in the way of me helping her?.
" No not at all. Its fine, I fixed my room already so it wont be a problem" I gave her a reasuring grin. An with that, we got some of her stuff in her room and we talked some more.
Hopfully it wont be so bad, I mean, I made a new friend, so being here wont be so bad and stressful as I thought.

Then again as shakspear once said in macbeth " look like an innccent flower but be the serpent underneat". After all Macbeth and Dunal was close before macbeth stabbed him. So I cant let my gaurd down around, well not yet at least.