why am I feeling this way?

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Question for the reader: how are you doing right now? Nobdont say just okay. You can vent in the coments no one will judge you.
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Whenever i look at her i feel so weird. I feel like im not enough. Why is she constantly on her phone when im with her? I feel helpless, useless, unlovable.
Why does she read my messages but wont reply? Whenever i send another message she reads it and wont reply either. I want her to tell me at least that she is busy at the time.

Does she deserve someone else? Does she even love me or did she wanted the relationship because she felt pity or even lonely?

Do I fullfill her needs or not.

Sometimes i miss my ex because she understood me and gave me reassurance. She let me feel like i am loved, like im needed. She loved my body, my eyes, my lips.

She made me feel like im enough. Like im worth everything. 

I'd it weird thinking that way?

Am I happy right now?