why am I feeling this way?

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Question for the reader: did you ate enough today? If not its okay you can do it some day
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And suddenly i didn't felt happy anymore when you texted. I don't know what to do anymore.

Where is the love i felt? Where is the excitement? My happiest?

Laying in my bed questioning my decisions i made. Is my friend right?

I wish i knew whats wrong.

And suddenly a fictional character loves me more than my partner ever did. Even my best friend loves me more than she ever did.

I'm a mess. A living mess.

I love a fictional character more than i could ever love someone else.

This character loves me. She doesn't ignore me. She hugs me. She kisses me deeply. Her touch so soft. Her body flushed against mine. I can see the love in her eyes. The love I cant see in my partners eyes.

Thats not normal i guess.