my vent ig?

so lets start.

Anka is a very good friend that i have known for a very long time. i met her in 3rd grade, when she was a loser lonor who had  o friends (sorry babe) , she is very introverted, i am a BIG extrovert, we clicked bc we had some common intrests, i started talking to her ofc. after that, i have a good friend.. lets call her Moriah Carry (MC), so MC and i have always been besties, since i moved from Europe from Canada, I also had another friend lets call him T, so T is a guy. we are no longer friends, he was physically abusive towards me and my younger sibling, that's beside the point. My past is pretty bad, not the worst tho, my parents always fought, brought me into it, trauma dumped on me, cheated on each other, yelled at each other, but i was financally stable. When i first got my cat, Tofu (i no longer have her bc my mom gave a 2 month old kitten to a cafe without me knowing.) my mother only got her bc she wanted to divorce my father, she promised me they would keep in touch and that she wouldnt date anyone. So. We moved away, my mother wasnt really a toxic person before but after the divorce i started hating her, my dad too, they dont belive in mental health, now my father does but that will come into play later. I also have another friend MT, Not to be confused with MC. 

So after the divorce i lost one of my best male friends, AS, we met in class, Anka an AS hate each other, but i still like him. WE bearly hear from eachother these days. (i miss him sm.)  So long story short, MT left me for some popular girls. I tend to dress more.. dark/gothic, but not actully, mostly black dresses and something like that. I get bullied bc of this but i dont mind it.  like the attention! So lets skip over a few things, my mother is dating a sex offender now, my father cut contact with her, theyy hate eachother, i hate myself, and school and ppl there arent helping, i stopped going to thearapy, im in a block yk? im gonna have to pull some all nighters for upcoming tets, then it happens, i start getting intrested in dc, it makes me smile, laugh, happy over all, i watched the flash show! it was really fun i was in the fandome for a while now i like batman a bit more! I find comfert in charecters as Cisco Ramon, Leonard Snart, they make me happy. So MC is 2 years older then me, we are still besties, but she lets me explain and say things abt lore no one ever has, im not good at holding friendships with boring ppl too long.. So this summer T tried to drown my little brother and tried chocking him. MC was always suspicius of T, but i didnt really trust it bc me and T used to live together. And i used to vent to Ts mom, T and me had a fight, after my mom picked me up and i told her what happend after a long argument Ts mom calls me bc T left his ps4 at my place, i asked her that what we talk abt stays between us, 12 mins later, My mom slaps me and starts ranting abt how i talk abt her. Shes right. We are both total assholes. im just waiting for who will out-petty who. she slaped me bc i didnt want her in my room. I try to apper as if idc. I do care. About every word someone tells me. every vent i listen to i compare them to me. not bc i want to. its an instinct. I want to listen to ppls problems. its to fucking much. let me live my fucking life.

im gonna talk abt something else now taht you know my backstory or idk my past or whatever.

My type: As a bi/ace my type are these ppl (I WILL AUTOMATTICLY DATE YOU IF YOU DO THIS NO JOKE.)

-let me yap about my special intrest and buy me stuff of that without me asking. (i will marry you.)

-Read comics and geek out with me.

- being a smartass is such a turn on for me.

-listening to eminem with me.

-gets me gifts and boo baskets