𝙹𝙹𝙺 𝙼𝚎𝚗 𝚡 𝚈/𝙽

1. Meeting Satoru Again {Satoru X Y/N}

thinking about how satoru would be in shock when—after a year—he sees you in heaven, all pretty and youthful. thinking about how he would both hate and love for you to be there.

satoru's death was never something that weighed lightly on your mind, it was never something that you took lightly.

think about it, your treasured husband, the one who is—used to be—the strongest, suddenly passing and leaving you behind. just how were you supposed to be okay with that?

the worst of it? you didn't even get to prepare yourself, you allowed yourself so foolishly to think that he's untouchable, he's the strongest, the worst would be a scratch—maybe even an injury at most.

not death.

and god—how you missed your love, how your heart ached and wept for him everyday you rolled over onto his side of the bed, refusing to stain his pillow with tears because, in your imagination, satoru would be home soon and he would sleep soundly beside you, and he wouldn't want your tears to wet his pillow, right?

oh, your baby.

"what are you...doing here?" finally, your husband's voice, a melodic tone, oh so comforting to your ears—rang out, the shocked look adorning his features would've been enough to make you laugh if it weren't for the tears welling up in your eyes.

it may have been a bit of a reckless move on your part, it may have been selfish, but you had enough. you needed to see him, and glimpsing him in your dreams was just not enough.

which is why, when a particularly strong curse struck you right in the chest—cutting through flesh and deep enough to cause immediate bleeding, you let it happen.

"finally..." you could only mumble as you barely held back your tears, not believing that this was finally real.

which is why, when shoko had hurried over to heal you once you were in her infirmary, you had begged her not to, you cried and cried—begged for her to let you die, to not heal you—to let you finally see your husband.

"why are you..." gojo paused, his eyes narrowing in pain at the sight of the tears in your eyes. why were you crying?

was it because you thought you'd never see his face again? the gojo infront of you was in his old jujutsu tech uniform, his youthful features the same he had when he was only seventeen, your heart warmed at the sight.

not like the last time you saw him where blood was pouring from his mouth, face contorted into something akin to resignation.

"toru..." you breathed out, trembling hands gripping the hem of your jujutsu tech uniform—the one you used to wear when you were a teen—not tattered and dirty like how it was seconds before you died.

and how gojo's heart constricted in his chest as soon as he heard that name. they say you don't feel sadness in heaven, where you're supposed to be happy and compensated after all that you've been through.

satoru doesn't think that's correct, not with the way he always thought about you during the time he's been here.

"you're not—you're not supposed to be here." because as much as he missed your warm presence, he knew that you shouldn't be here.

he was aching to pull you close, to keep you here, but you should be alive right now—not here with him, you should be living the life you deserve.

"what do you mean? this is just where I'm supposed to be." you hummed, pink lips curving up into a small smile, feeling your nose burn with the tears you've been holding back.