♡ ~ ' "Not him. Me." || junior x cody || sml fanfic || angst + yandere!junior

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Junior's diary:

Dear diary,
Even though I said I would never be gay or like Cody, I think I'm starting to catch feelings for him... It's just a burn in my heart that spreads around my whole body like I've just been in a sauna for hours and hours. I'm not obsessed with him. It's not like I love him or anything, it's just a small crush, nothing else, plus he's dating a doll, thats so weird? But even though it's like, all make-believe I still feel a hint of jealousy when he just talks about that stupid doll and, this guy, Timmy. Cody and him get along too well, I mean me and Cody used to get along really well too when we were younger, but not like that, when he looks at Timmy it just makes me angry, like I could just punch him until he's limp. I'm not crazy or anything, that guy just really ticks me off sometimes, maybe I should just try to get closer to Cody, he seems to be drifting away lately and I hate it. A lot.
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(location: school)
Junior placed his pen onto his desk and closed his notebook, he stared at the board, zoning out and almost falling asleep, he was then snapped back to reality when the high-pitched screech of the bell shook him out of his tired state, he stretched in his seat and grabbed his backpack, he placed it on the desk and started to place his things inside of it, leaving the notebook out.

"Hey dude!!"
Joseph exclaimed, Junior was startled by the sudden greeting.

"Jesus Joseph, you could've ruptured my eardrums with that."
Junior snickered as he zipped up his bag and put it on his shoulders.

"My bad, my bad."
Joseph nodded and placed his hands up in a shameful, surrendering-like pose. He then turned his attention to the notebook that was on Junior's desk, on the front was labelled 'Junior's, don't touch.'. Joseph smirked and before Junior could react, he swiped it off of the desk and held it up.

"What's this gay shit?"
Junior's eyes widened upon seeing the book Joseph had in his hand.

"Give- Give it back-!"
Junior exclaimed and tried to grab it in a nervous, alarmed motion.
Joseph laughed and tilted his head.

"Why's this little book so important to you? What, you got secrets in here or something?!"
Joseph's eyes lit up as he chuckled and opened the book to the first page, he read it aloud.

"'Dear diary, Joseph is such a cool friend'- Awh" He flicked the page. "'Dear diary, my dad is such a dickhead, one day I'll throw that damn TV at him'- Pfft." He flicked the page again. "What's next in your little fag book? 'Dear diary, even though I said I would never be gay or like Cody-"

Junior snatched the book off of him before he read anymore, he ripped out the page and hid it in his pocket.

"The fuck was that page Junior? You actually gay or something?"

Junior kept that question unanswered and pushed past Joseph with a grumpy expression on his red face.

"It was nothing Joseph, stop poking into others business, prick."

Joseph gasped in a mockingly offended way, he rolled his eyes and walked out of the classroom.

"Whatever you say, fag."
Joseph chuckled.

Junior huffed and walked out of the classroom as well, his book trapped between his torso and crossed arms, once he was out of the building he pulled his phone out and checked his notifications whilst waiting for the bus.
Cody approached him from the side and tapped him on the shoulder.

"Hey Junior!"
Cody smiled and greeted him.
Junior froze and turned to face Cody.

"H- Uh- Hey Cody-"
Junior's face felt like it was melting into a flushed way, his heartbeat speeding up.

"You good? You look a little feverish-"
Cody placed the back of his palm on Junior's forehead to check for a fever.

"Haah— Yep-"
Junior froze up even more trying to stop his face from turning red, he kept telling himself it was just a phase, but every-time he thought about it he just felt more butterflies in his stomach. He heard the bus pull up and he dashed towards it.

"BYE CODY."
He quickly yelled, leaving Cody confused and stood there awkwardly.
Junior sat down on a seat, hoping Cody wouldn't get on the bus right now, he wasn't in the right mind to be talking to him. He slouched down on the seat, his arm on his face trying to return his flushed-self back to normal.
He peeked out the window to Cody who was on his phone, he was texting someone, but who...?

Not long after, Timmy showed up and began talking to Cody, laughing and smiling, Junior couldn't help but feel a little jealous even after he ran away from Cody, he scrunched his face as he stalked silently. When the bus began to move he just looked away and pouted.
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