The Hurt Child

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Vanessa:10:22.A.M

I heard voices from downstairs and I was honestly scared to go down, but I knew I had to. I slowly stepped down each step in tip toe. The voices got closer and before I knew it i appeared downstairs fully. I looked and my eyes widen. Kelly Rowland, Solange Knowles as well as Tina Knowles.

"Hi beautiful." Tina spoke to me smiling. I tucked my lips holding my smile and waving. I went over to Beyoncé and she hugged my making my hid my face in her waist and turning my head away.

"Aww Bey she's shy just like you use to be." Kelly said. Bey only nodded and kissed my head.

"It's okay. You star strut?" I nodded and they all laughed.

"Aww it's okay your family now." Solange said. I nodded and tapped bey arm.

"Yeah baby girl." I used my index finger in a come here motion she came down to my level so I could talk to her.

"I'm hungry." I whispered She chuckled and nodded.

"Breakfast is almost down baby I wanted them to cook a little bit later so it will be ready but hot when you got up." I nodded understanding she walked away and I followed closely behind her still nervous. She laughed and sat down pulling me on her lap.

"Awww she's a cutie." Tina said. I blushed and hid my face in Bey's neck. They all began talking and for some reason I began to get sleepy. I guess my sleep evaluation is catching up to all those sleepless nights I had in that hell hole I was in.

"Is she asleep?" I heard Beyoncé whisper. I'm guessing who ever she asked nodded because she began to rock me and rub my back kissing my head here and there.

"Beyoncé you know you want to adopt that baby." I heard Tina say.

"I actually do. I just— is it too soon it's only been 2 days mama."

"It doesn't at matter how soon it is your love clearly came sooner." I softly smiled and their voices began to grow further away due to my heavy sleeping.

I have no problem with being adopted by Beyoncé and Jay. And it's not even because they are who they are, and that's the thing the show me that they are regular normal people just like me. They have human problems Beyoncé been through things and we're all learning but I'm learning from them.

Beyoncé taught me in just a day how to relax my nerves with yoga and meditation. She also says tea can help with your heart rate. Learning just the little thing shows how much of a good woman she is. My mom wouldn't even teach me how to do my hair. Iyana did everything I learned was from Iyana. At even such young ages. Like when I was 13 I got my period and Iyana had to help me. Every important thing I had my mother missed and didn't care. I'm surprised she was even there to watch me walk.

It's like by the time I hit 10 she didn't care about me anymore. But will she care when she finds out I'm probably gonna be adopted better yet. Will she even let me?

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Jay: 12:30 .P.M

I sat with a smile on my face as I watched Beyoncé holding baby girl stroking her hair humming while she slept perfectly on Beyoncé chest. I couldn't help but feel like this was meant to be she was meant to be our child. But she looks like she belongs with Beyoncé. The way she clings to her the way Beyoncé holds her how comfortable they are with each other I know she isn't as comfortable with me because of me being a man but I want to be able to get to that limit.

But in all honesty... and I ready. To be a father?

"What's you thinking about over there?" I snapped out of my gaze and looked at Beyoncé as she held a small smile still playing with baby girls hair. I bit my lip and looked at the view of my wife and soon to be child.