Chapter 1: First Day of School

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The morning sun filtered through my curtains, casting a warm glow on the walls of my room. I squinted at the clock; it was later than I'd planned. Great—first day of senior year, and I was already behind. I threw on my favorite oversized sweater and jeans, hoping they'd disguise the anxiety twisting in my stomach.

As I hurried down the stairs, the familiar sounds of my mom bustling around in the kitchen soothed me a little. "Mia, don't forget your lunch!" she called, her voice laced with the same mix of excitement and worry that had become our routine lately. I grabbed the brown paper bag and took a deep breath, steeling myself for what lay ahead.

The school building loomed as I approached, the sharp edges of its brick walls matching the sharp pang of nerves in my chest. Crowds of students swarmed the entrance, laughter and chatter blending into a chaotic symphony. I spotted a few familiar faces—my best friend, Tara, and the popular girls I used to hang out with—but they felt like distant memories now. The last few months had changed everything.

Once inside, I navigated through the hallways, dodging backpacks and scattered papers. The walls were plastered with posters for clubs and activities, reminders of all the things I used to love. I paused at my locker, fingers trembling as I twisted the combination lock. The familiar clank was oddly comforting, but the weight of my secret pressed down hard.

"Hey, Mia!" Tara's voice broke through my thoughts, and I turned to see her waving from a few lockers down. She looked radiant, her summer tan glowing in the fluorescent lights. I forced a smile, trying to match her enthusiasm, but inside, I felt like a stranger in my own life.

"Hey!" I replied, my voice barely above a whisper. She rushed over, her arms opening wide for a hug. I embraced her tightly, letting the warmth seep in, if only for a moment.

"How was your summer?" she asked, her eyes sparkling with curiosity. I hesitated, the weight of my reality threatening to spill over. "It was... different," I said carefully, choosing my words. "How about you?"

We chatted as we made our way to our first class, but my mind was elsewhere. I couldn't shake the feeling that everyone around me was oblivious to the storm brewing beneath my surface. With every laugh and smile, I felt the chasm between my old life and the new one growing wider.

As I settled into my seat in English, I glanced around the classroom, taking in the faces of my classmates. I wondered if anyone else was hiding something, something that made the normalcy of school feel like a façade. The teacher began the lesson, but my thoughts drifted to the future—what it would hold for me, and how I would navigate the uncertain path ahead.

With each tick of the clock, I felt time slipping away, reminding me that soon enough, I would have to face the reality of my situation. But for now, I focused on the words on the board, hoping to blend in just a little longer.

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