One night - The holy trinity

Mine

Bey's Pov-

I have staring at the ceiling for 20 minutes straight, I can't believe what they said last night. I really thought I was trippin out or being delusional but I guess not. I really do love them and I been hoping it wasn't just me for the longest but now that I know I don't know what to say.

"Like I just can't believe they actually like me...what about me makes me so likable? I guess it's something...my body tea, im super thick, and super pretty with a good personality. But who wants to date a divorcee who stays to herself at all times?"

I start to grab my phone, but then I see Rih and nika watching me from my futon in my room. I screamed and fell off my bed like a dumbass.

"OMG BEY YOU ALRIGHT?" Rih asked as her and nika came to check on me.

"Nah yall scared the shit out of me, where yall come from?" I said giggling slightly embarrassed.

"We been here for like 30 minutes waiting for you to make a move." Nika said helping me up to get back on my bed. I started thinking about what she said; Did they hear what I said?

"Yes we heard what you said." Rih said staring at me.

"Did I say that out loud?" I said eternally cringing. They both nodded and I sighed softly but loud enough to hear. I got back on the bed, and we all just had a staring contest for a while until I cleared the silence.

"What is it about me? I can't seriously be that special to be added to y'alls relationship." I said softly looking down.

"Baby what are you talking about? We have loved you for years, even when you were forced to distance yourself from us. We never stopped loving you Bey." Nika said lifting my chin up with 2 fingers. The butterflies I felt when I looked up and saw the goddesses in front of me staring at me was unbelievable. I started to piece together everything from the flowers, to the randoms pickups, sleepovers, the flirting, and my mama even talking about it. They really do like me.

"Yes we do bumblebee, I am glad you finally realized. But we don't just like you Bey, We love you." Rih said holding my cheek, softly caressing it.

"But no one answered my question, why me? I mean I just went through a floppy ass marriage and divorce, who would want to be with someone who has already been used?"

"Bumble we don't care about that, we want you for you, we know everything about you and what you have been through and that doesn't affect our love for you baby." Nika said grabbing my hands and rubbing them between hers.

"I have never had anyone who has genuinely been interested in me with knowing my background."

"And I genuinely don't know how to feel, everyone seen that yall liked me but me, and y'all never seemed to realize that...I am in love with you both too. I didn't think it was possible to feel this way about 2 people or even be in love after such a horrible relationship." I said looking down at my fingers. The eye contact became too much especially with the pretty eyes they both have.