ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ [ IVE × Female reader ]

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 15: ᴀᴍ ɪ ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ ᴏʀ sʜᴇ ɪs

The girl busted her door open then slammed it shut before anyone could step in. She leaned her back against it while panting heavily as if she ran a 5 km marathon. Unfortunately, she was not alone in the house.

Her brother and his boyfriend witnessed how tired and winded the girl was.

" Yah, what's around with you and why do you a twig stuck on your hair?? " Beomgyu asked, rushing towards his dongsaeng.

" Huh?? "

While the girl was confused, the redhead male had started pulling out twigs from her hair as well as sweeping the leaves off. At this point, he made the girl's very static and fuzzy.

" Yah, what are doing to my sister's hair " Taehyun chuckled.

" What did he do?? " Y/N asked, giving the redhead male a pair of side eyes.

" Oh, nevermind about that. Now, tell us why you look like you had just came out of a sauna " the raven haired male said.

" Fine, nosy brain " she mocked.

" But promise me that you both won't freak out as much as I did "

The two clueless males nodded their heads, then crosses their arms in sync. Y/N found it creepy but shrugged off the feeling.

" Well, I was assigned to tutor this.... peculiar girl from a popular group in school. For two whole months. So, we both decided to go to HER place instead of here because I assume you don't want anyone but me to walk in on you make out session " Y/N smirked at the last part.

" Yah, continue " Taehyun nagged, blushing from the younger's comment.

" Anyways. As we continue our tutor session, something came up " Y/N said, looked away the two males in front of her.

" What did she do?? " they both asked quickly. Even from a distance, Y/N could see fire intm their eyes, so she started to feel unease to tell the truth.

" I got chase a massive German Shepherd Dog from there to here " Y/N lied.

" Oh " they said in union.

" I thought you're ok with dogs " Beomgyu said, trying his best to hold his laugh in.

" I've never seen a Chihuahua in a size as same as yours too " Taehyun burst out laughing at his own sarcasm, along with his boyfriend.

" Aish, you two are MADE for each other " the younger rolled her eyes as she went up to her room.

Even though she was upstairs, she could still hear her loud ass hyungs' laughter from the living room. She didn't care about it, she's just relieved that they had been fooled easily by her little white lie.

Y/N leaned back her chair, then continued to stare at the ceiling which was painted with clouds. Anytime she started feeling stressed or tired of her life, she would always looked at the ceiling, remembering that memory of her and her mother.

The painted clouds were apart of Y/N's memorial childhood with her mother_before Y/N's parents were murdered. Y/N would remember her younger self, painting clouds with her mother on the walls after a long day after school.

Until this day, she smiled for a bit of time then looked at the photo she had with her mother. Thinking about her smile, her hair, her laughter, her voice, her touch.

Out of nowhere, a vivid image of Leeseo suddenly appeared in her mind. Her eyes widened, her posture was straightened up as she was startled by the girl's face which was interpreted by her brain.

The dumbfounded tomboy blinked her eyes for countless times to ensure if they were still working. Then, she heard a ' ting ' sound from her phone.

She was hesitant at first, but then she slowly picked it up as well as checking the notification she had received. As soon as she saw the notification, she immediately wished that she hadn't seen it.

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Unknown:
Hey, sorry for kissing you without ur content
Pls reply me back soon
PLEASE🙏
seen

Oh my God, now she's begging for forgiveness. How pathetic. Y/N thought.

You:
Look, just bcuz you apologize
Doesn't mean that you're forgiven yet
That was my FIRST kiss
Now, leave me alone!!

There. That felt a lot better.

Unknown:
So does this mean you won't be tutoring me??

You:
No, I'm still going to
But I'll treat you as an acquaintance
Nothing more than that, got it

Unknown:
If that's what you want, I understand
I respect your decision
Goodnight, Y/N-ah
seen

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Was that too harsh?? Nah, she started it. Y/N thought as she placed her phone on her table then plopped on her soft bed.

As she closed her eyes, she started getting a flashback of Leeseo's lips, kissing onto hers. Soon, came another flashback of herself and Leeseo almost making out in the room.

Getting weirded out from those memories, Y/N quickly got up from her bed and rushed to the bathroom. She locked the door then splashed cold water on her face.

" Wake up, Y/N. Don't you dare to even think about that psychopath. She's loco in the head, delusional, self absorbed, selfish, delicious- " she stopped at that last part.

Y/N looked at herself in the mirror, staring at the reflection of her swollen lips. Once she saw how red her lips were, her heart began to beat a bit fast.

Y/N checked her pulse as her heartbeat was beating faster and faster with the sound ' lub dub lub dub '. As lost as she was, Y/N sat on the floor then started rethinking all of the things that happened today.

Why is my heart beating so much?? I've never felt this before. Why does this feel familiar?? Wait, this was how hyung described his feelings when he had a crushed on Beomgyu hyung. 

Just like that, the girl had found out why she was acting like this. The sudden image of Leeseo's face, the hungry thoughts of the other girl's lips, the rapid heartbeat.

Y/N had came upon a terrifying conclusion of her clueless behavior. She started panting heavily for air, rocking herself to ease her emotions.

No. It can't be. It just can't be.

The more the younger thought about it, the more she felt scared of the future.

Am I having a crush on HER??