I Love you But i hate you

chap2

I was so lonely but still I was getting good ass grades and amazing comments . I knew it wasn't to long to keep this up cause the apple never falls to far form the tree I'm I'm sure I'll be in love sooner or later. Lynn came up to me and said thanks a lot you told him that I was cheating on him Rosie hate you so much! Like I give a fuck about you you stole my friends cause of your bull shit you aren't a good person . I saw Justin sad I was mad he cared about Lynn I didn't know what is that feeling I loved him and hated him was it normal? I'm guessing no. School is like a pain in the ass it is somtimes fun and boring. Some people say friends are the most important thing in this world. I was like those people butI belive that everyone as an evil side in them soI think I did have one.  I was missing zac so much am I  turning into this bitch because I do not know who do I need. Zac!! how are you, good you Rosie I am awesome so you single,nope!!!!!!!!!!! Sara is my girlfriend we are dating know Wtf that girl when I liked Eric she took him away form me know she want's Zac. I knew he wasn't mine but did he think that I did not like him. After all these days I gave him good looks and smilies what he did was date,I'm so grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . Great i am not only a loser now I am a heart broken Girlllllll. What will I do. Mike eneterd my class and said he needed a chair. As he entered my heart fell cause he gave me a hot smilie i just felt........................... also werid he said hey as he picked the chair and when he left he looked a me for an hour. Well it was alot for me like 4min is alot.  I hated lots of people and one of them was Karin this girl is so good at her evil plans, she did a rap with Justin and in that video she was sitting on him. Me and Justin where done anyway cause when school started he ignored me alot. Normal school day the weekend started and I was at home.