I still remember

Her

Every day I wake up so that I can see your face.

Every second I think of nothing but you

Every time I pick up my phone, I wait for your messages

But you don't.

You don't stop loving someone just because they don't love you back. What a pity. I could have saved myself all this torture.

I don't know if it's too much to ask, but I just want you to want me too.

But you don't want me

You want her.

You want the girl who told me your name the first day I saw you.

It's funny how you didn't talk at all for a year and suddenly this year when I started falling in love with you, you started falling for her.

I text you first, but you reply to her. You text me but you're on call with her. I stare at you but you're talking to her. What does she have that I don't. She doesn't even like you.

Worst part? I can't even hate her cause she's one of my closest friends. But I hate her. I really do. 

She took the one thing I want. And for fucks sake she doesn't even like you. She loves the drama.

But my darling I love you.

And I always will

Even though you can never love me back.