just do it.

Chapter 5: I love you, Stan Marsh

TW: Shooting, Murder, Swearing, Blood

Kyles POV:

This place is extremely sketchy. I was worried about my safety. But it all went wrong today. I hear a big bang. It wasn't the teacher hitting someone's hands. It was a shooter. The teacher gets a call saying that we are in a lockdown. Everyone froze. Our class
was on the second floor at the end of the hall. I hear a door get kicked down. I hear kids screaming and gun shots. I grab my phone from the basket we put our phones in and call 911. I whisper as quiet as I can.

Police: 911, what's your emergency?

Me: There's a shooter. Please hurry.

Police: Okay. Can you please tell me your address and your name honey.

Me: My address is XXXXXXXXXX and my name is Kyle.

Police: Okay Kyle. Police are on their way. Stay on the phone and be as quiet as you can.

Me: sniffles O-okay

I hear another door get kicked down and I hear screams. I hear gunshots and screams and cries. Oh god. What about Stan. I go to my messages and send a long message to Stan.

Kyle: Stan. I want you to know that I could be dead or alive. If I'm dead. Please know that I love you. We will meet again in another universe if I don't make it. I love you. 

I send it and block him, so his messages don't go through.

I hear another door get kicked down and another and another. Until the shooter is in the classroom right next to us. Where the hell are those police. I hear kids screaming and crying as I hear gunshots. I hear a bang, and I see a bullet go through the window of
the door. He shoots again and hits a girl in my class. When the glass shattered, he reached his hand and opened the door. My heart stopped. He started shooting several kids at a time. All I hear is scream and cries. He points the gun at me but before he did,
I had gotten someone's blood and smeared it on me. So, it looked like he had already shot me and hit me. I hear a scream. 'POLICE! PUT YOUR HANDS FUCKING UP OR WE WILL FIRE!'. He tries shooting the police but he ends up getting shot. The police go in the room
and ask if they are any people alive or injured that can be saved. I see several kids get up with blood on them. I get up and I see blood everywhere. It looks like a horror movie. I turn my head and all I see is blood. The empty mags everywhere. Holy shit.
I see kids' dead bodies. Why is Florida like this. I see my mom and dad waiting outside crying. I run to them and hug them. I have been traumatized from that experience. School was off for the week. I just hope Stan is okay.

Stans POV:

When I received Kyles message, I panicked. I skipped school and immediately checked the news. They showed photos of the victims who died to honor them. I felt really bad that all of them got killed but I didn't see Kyle. I messaged Kyle but the message didn't
go through. I think he blocked me again. I'm happy he is safe though. I decide to send a letter to Kyle. I can't message him, but I can send him a letter.

Dear Kyle,

It's been a while. I miss you a lot. I heard about the school shooting. I'm glad you're safe. Things in school have been fine, I guess. It's been weird without you. You are always on my mind. When I see you again, I will kiss you, I will marry you, I will
spend the rest of my life with you! I hope you recover from that traumatizing event baby. I love you.

Sincerely,

Stan Marsh <3

I put the letter in an envelope and go to a post office. He told me where he was going to live so I can mail him things. I mail the letter and wait to see if he will send something back to me. I hoped Kyles parents didn't see the letter I sent him. They will
totally freak out and get angrier at Kyle. Well, it was already late at night, so I just decided to go to sleep.

The next day

I wake up and get ready for school. I didn't want to go. If Kyle isn't there, I don't want to go. I missed him. When I see him again, I will be so happy! My mom hurries me up, so I have to go. I go to the bus stop, and I see Cartman and Kenny. 'Hey fag. What's
wrong? You miss your little Jew boyfriend?' he says laughing. I honestly loose it and I punch him. 'WOAH!' I hear Kenny says as Cartman falls on the ground holding his nose. The bus comes and I get on. I see Craig and Tweek sitting next to each other. Why
couldn't me and Kyle be like that. I decide to listen to music. I always listen to music. I love listening to music. It comforts me a lot when I don't have Kyle with me right now. Today is going to be a shitty day and I know it.

Kyles POV:

I received a letter in the mail. It was from Stan! I opened the letter and read it. Aww he's so sweet. I miss him so much. I was planning to save money to secretly buy a plane ticket the day after I turn 18 to go back to Colorado and find Stan. So far, I had
about 132 dollars from saving and my birthdays. Every time I saw a quarter or a dollar or any type of money, I take it. I'm just like Kenny now. I take the money so that can help me save enough. And since I will be flying very soon, that's why it will cost
more. Plus, since school ends around that time in Florida, people are going to be traveling a lot. So, I have to save every nickel and dime I can find. I'm 17 right now and my birthday is soon. All I have to do is wait and when the time is right, I leave my
shitty family. Currently it's 7 am for Stan and here it's 9 am. I hate being in different time zones. Well, since I don't have school. All I do is just watch TikTok out of boredom. Since I can't talk to Stan. I planned everything out for the day after I turn
18. I basically will pack a backpack with some snacks, my phone, earbuds, a charger, a blanket, my wallet, and my passport.  I will sneak out and take a taxi to the airport. Once I get there, I go through TSA and then get on the flight. I had to do this. I
had to do this so I can see Stan again like I promised. Stan is probably in school right now so all I can do here is wait. Maybe I can write him a letter! He might want a response. I grab a paper and a pen and start writing. I decide to add some stickers I
had and some small doodles I did at home.

Dear Stan,

Thank you for your letter. I loved reading it. I miss you a lot too but don't worry. My birthday is soon and once I am 18, I will fly back to you and we can be a happy couple. I'm sending some extra little things for you, so you have something that reminds
you of me. I hope you like them. I love you, Stan. <3

Sincerely,

Kyle Broflovski

When I finished writing my letter, I send it through the mail to him. My parents also told me we were going to Disney just for a little while. Until my shitty conversion camp starts again. What do they think. They're going to pray the gay away? I hate fucking
homophobes. Little do they know that my birthday is in a week. Time flies, right?