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Chpater 5 - Jealousy...

The next day I got to work and it was an enormous space between me and Easton's desk physically and mentally... I boared my eyes into my computer not thinking a second to look at Easton. But I could always feel his eyes burning right through me like a lazer gun. I prayed for my break alarm to go off, but its like waiting forever. I shifted my gaze from my computer as I felt something playing with the knuckles of my finger.

I soon saw Easton's fingers playing with mine. For some reason I liked it but again I didn't... what's this supposed to mean? "Nancy......." He said softly his gaze staring down at my hand as he twist and turned it. Still.. I didn't have enough courage to look him in the face.. not after yesterday atleast. Easton then discontinued playing with my fingers and raised his hand to my face, pulling it closer towards him. "Yesterday did you..." he said lowering his hand to my waist.

I could feel his left hand's veins sqeezing my waist as he pulled me in right to his lips. "I don't think you really want to.. because if you did. Your face wouldn't be this red and your heart wouldn't be beating roughly out of your chest.." He said pulling me in kissing my lips like never before. His grip on my waist tightened to the point I couldn't breathe. But this wasn't any ordinary kiss this was... I could feel his tongue on the bridge of my mouth. But instead of fighting back, I gave in. I really wanted this.

If it means this will be the last then I don't care. Easton's hand raised to my throat. With him pulling even more tighter than before I really couldn't breathe. He then rested me onto the office chair, unbuttoning his jacket. I raised my hand onto his neck. I don't know what I was doing. Its like my body at that moment.. had a mind of its own. Easton then leaned resting his head on my neck and I could feel him licking and biting on my neck.

"Nancy..... do your really mean it? What you said yesterday!?" He whispered. He then got up placing his hand onto my face and slowly grazing his finger against my lips. I could barely get out any words as I watched him stare rigorously at my lips. "Well I..-" as I uttured out a few words my alarm went off. I then came to my senses and realized what I was doing. I quickly removed my hands from around Easton's neck while getting up from the office chair.

"WAIT, we can't do this Easton! Im trying to help your company. So no matter what theres no way that this could happen so you need to go find Jessica!!" I yelled trying to fix myself up. "Nancy.. I dont care about this business or Jessica I just want-" Easton said before I inturrupted, "NO! Im afraid if you say anything beyond that i'll.." I said Easton then got up walking towards me, " You'll what?" He said touching my waist. "I'll.." Easton then kissed me and I was so ready to give in but loyalty is key no matter what! I slowly pushed him away " We can't do this Easton! You have to stay loyal to Jessica!" I said

I quickly left running towards the ladies restroom. "What.... would I have done??" I asked myself. "No! I cant worry about these things now I then called in sick immediately and went home.

For the rest of the day I couldn't stop thinking about it.. "What would I do if he said anything?" I asked myself "Ah this thing is too stupid to worry about!!" I said drooping into my pillow," I don't like him either ways. So it dosen't matter to me what he does!" I mumbled closing my eyes.

The next day I walked in to work feeling like a boss woman. But that feeling soon faded away when I saw Jessica and Easton had his hand around her waist. Suddenly its like my brain made my whole body stop working. I couldn't feel my legs I just couldn't move. I was immobile....

Easton then turned to me and for some readon I was surprised because he turned away instantly. He didn't even call out to me... "hah" I said covering my face. "The room feels so suffocating all of a sudden." I whispered. I quickly passed them forcing a smile, just as I got to the elevator Jessica yelled " Nana where are you going without saying hi atleast!" I clenched my teeth and bit my lip thinking " Should I just ignore her? No that'd be rude Ahggg. I'll just answer."