The beginning of the end

Ch 1

I hear the ringing of my alarm that I set last night ...it was pretty annoying ..but I did need to go to school...

I get up,going to the bathroom with my uniform in hand .

In the bathroom I put down the pile of clothes next to the sink ,taking off my clothes I look at my body I the mirror...I see my scars,I do regret them,but I can't stop myself I try and try to become better but everyday feels like shit..

I go into the shower,looking at the water dripping into my hands,I think about my life,without noticing it I started crying,I wipe the tears off my face taking a deep breath in.

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Getting out of the shower ,I felt the cold air coming from my air conditioning, I quickly rap a towel around myself to not catch a cold.

after putting my uniformon i go down the stairs so my mom wouldn't scream at me for " being late " , i sat on the chair closest  window ,waiting for my bread to come out of the toaster.taking the bread out of the toaster I put it on a plate I found in the back of the cabinet, I put some jam on it and start to eat.

I put on my shoes and open the door,going down the stairs of my apartment, I can smell the sent of alcohol from my neighbor,  selen she used to work at a mall,but after her boyfriend left her..she quit working.

Walking to school,I passed the park next to my school, I check the time,seeing that it's only 7 h 58 I decided to take a break and sit on a swing, feeling the air brush against my face made me completely forget about school...checking the time again,it was 8, I decided to get up and head to school.

thanks for readin ch 1^^ 

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( ik there's not alot of words and stuff , I just write this story for my pass time<3)