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3/04/2020.SIERRA LEE JONES.
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"Bubbaaa" I dragged walking around the coner, We had two living rooms, One upstairs and one down.
"Yess" He dragged.
"I wanna travel, My manager gave me 2 weeks off and she still paying me" I smiled.
"Where you wanna go" He asked.
"Somewhere I'll be happy" I mumbled.
"What you say" Talin asked.
"Nothingg" I smiled.
"You good Lee" He questioned me.
"Why wouldn't I be Talin" I laughed.
"Cause you hide your pain behind that smile and laugh, I know something's wrong, But you not communicating" He said.
"I'll communicate when i'm ready, Imma have to tell momma to tho' and she gone do to much" I mumbled.
"Okay, Just know i'm always here and I love you" He kissed my forehead and walked off.
I sighed and got up off the couch walking downstairs.
While I was walking I bumped into my mom.
"Mira a donde vas mami" She smiled.
Cut the fake shit out.
"Can we talk mommy" I asked her.
"Yes, Cmon" She grabbed my hand and walked me to her room.
"What you wanna talk about hermosa" She asked.
"Mom, I'm drained, Seriously your baby girl been thru' so much and you just don't know, I need you and you not even around for me anymore and it kills m— I got cut off by her laughing in my face.
"Your so slow, Kids cannot be depressed nor drained be productive your lazy, Don't get kicked out, You be tryna be grown with that little boyfriend of yours" She laughed.
I just walked out, I was fed up.
Gotta sped this letter up, I'm so ready to go.
I grabbed the paper and sat down and grabbed my pen.
"Tried to fight the pain, but it ate me alive. Sad to say I lost this battle against my mind"
"Maybe I should try something new" I mumbled grabbing my wallet and keys.
I got in my car and made my way to the gas station.
I grabbed some cough syrup, Jolly ranchers, And sprite before purchasing it.
"What you finna do with this" The cashier asked me, He was a male, Stood about 6 feet tall, Waves, And a little beard.
"Why" I asked.
"Because dis' ah' kill you" He said scanning my stuff.
"Good" I mumbled.
"It ain't worth it ma" He shook his head.
I just handed him the money about to walk out.
"Nah it's on me" He handed my the money back.
I nodded then got in my car and made my way home.
I locked my car and went into my house.
I went to the cabinet and found a baby bottle.
I seen some people do this before so I just did what they did.
I tried it and it tasted good.
I walked up to my room and got my ipad and put on a movie then laid down letting sleep take over me.
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Poor baby just don't know.
A 9INE'S PRODUCTION ®️.