Transformers Oneshots

🔥Upset Rodimus X Cybertronian Reader

Notes: Simply a sad oneshot with a sweet ending. (Y/N) comforting Rodimus during an emotional breakdown. I'm a bit unsure about this. I'm writing this kind of late so it probably isn't very good but it's Rodimus. Anything about this Silly little guy can't be that bad. I'll have to reread this and possibly edit it.

Word count - 3,563

Page Number - 9.6

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Rodimus normally masked his deprivation with contentment and cockiness, but today, he couldn't take it anymore. Stifling his pitiful sobs with a pillow, He sat on his berth and wept. Anyone who saw him like this would instantly feel sympathy for the poor captain. When he thought he was alone suddenly a knock sounded at the door. Rodimus immediately set his pillow down and wiped his tears away, doing the best he could before striding to the door and opening it with caution.

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I had a weird feeling that something was off with Rodimus so I went to check up on him. He barely spoke at the meeting and left quickly. He wasn't his normal self and I was worried. I had gently knocked on his door hoping he was in his room after looking for him so long.
"Hay um, I just wanted to check on you and see if you were okay. You didn't seem like yourself today."

My worry only grew when he opened his door and I saw his expression.

It looked like Rodimus tried to conjure up his best "I'm fine" smile and act like nothing was wrong, but he failed pitifully. Hiding his internal turmoil behind a smile, Rodimus spoke, forcing himself to be cheerful. "Ah, (Y/N)... I'm doing just fine. There's nothing wrong, honest."

I only frowned and gave him a sympathetic look. "I know you too well to know that's not the truth. You know if you need anything I'd help right." I said I was trying to reassure him.

Rodimus let out a shaky sigh. Of course, I wouldn't buy it. I knew him too well to fall for his facade. "I... I know, (Y/N). Just... please... go. I'll be fine. I promise."

My eyes widened when his eyes started to water. "Please let me help you Rodimus." I almost begged weakly. His teary eyes almost made me tear up immediately.

Rodimus's lip quivered as I spoke. "Please, I... I just need to be alone..."

"I'll only leave if that's what you truly want, but I don't want to leave you, and I have a feeling you don't me to leave either," I begged internally that he'd let me help him. With pleading eyes I gently took one of his hands in mine.

The second my hand held his larger one, Rodimus's composure broke. The tears he'd been trying to force back spilled over and ran down his cheeks, staining his perfect facade. "I... I don't want to be alone, but..." He sobbed, his shoulders shaking with the force of his emotions. He just couldn't hold it in anymore.

I pushed him back into his room gently and closed the door behind us. "It's just you and me now Rodimus. I'm right here." I rubbed my thumb against his knuckles tenderly.

He let me lead him to his berth and pushed down the part of him that tried to say "You're a burden" or "You're weak". He just...Needed another presence. He couldn't deal with this on his own, no matter how much he'd like to think he could. As I gently ran my thumb along his knuckles, Rodimus leaned over and hugged me tight, burying his face in my shoulder and sobbing like a pitiful sparkling.

I wrapped my arms around him tightly and ran my hand up and down his back to comfort him and whispered sweet nothing to him. "I'm right here it's okay. Shhhh." I shushed him as he cried, I knew he needed this. He held everything in the back of his mind and kept it away. He was always so playful and optimistic for the team but I knew he was hurting.