Sam's pov
I was excited to hang out with Bailey tonight, we haven't hung out for a long time and every time I do come over it's to see Nate. I've missed her a lot and have been planning to spend the day with her one day, or another, but I spaced completely. Nate didn't like the thought of me and Bailey hanging out but I didn't care. His little shit ass would have to deal with it. It was almost 6:00 so I started getting ready for me and Bailey's night out. I looked in my clothes drawer searching for the perfect swim suit. I finally settled on a plain blue one with white stripes. I wanted to look casual. I just hope that Bailey found something hot. We all want to see that.
Bailey's pov
I looked at my phone and saw the time and a new message from Sam.
"Hey r u almost ready to go?" It was just like old times him rushing me and me taking my sweet fucking time.
I texted back simple yes and continued getting ready. I settled on a strapless black lace top with plain black bottoms. Boring. But whatever. I looked at my wrist one more time praying to God he didn't see the cuts. I started tearing up at the sight of them and knew that if he saw them it could ruin our relationship, I was crying at this point, but I had to suck it up. I wiped my tears away and put my hair up in a messy bun. I smiled at my self in the mirror and bit my lip looking at my body in my full length mirror. I actually felt pretty, and presentable. I couldn't help myself I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my razor, cutting my flesh in a line on my wrist crying in pain. I guess I should be able to feel something. I walked out of my room wearing my Jimmy Choo flip flops with a flow dress cover up.
I was excited to see my Sammy. I missed him a lot I almost wanted to kiss his luscious lips when he asked me out I guess you could say. I flipped. When I got to my car that was parked in the garage I slid in and drove to the beach which was only a mere 10 minutes from here. I got there and Sam was wearing the swimsuit I had bought for him on his 15th birthday. I can't believe it still fit considering its been 2 years. I looked at him and we switched glances running to each other and hugging each other tight. I never wanted him to let go. Ever.
Sam's pov
After our hug I picked her up and spun her around and around. Her plump lips almost making me wanna take her right there, but I kept my cool. She looked beautiful right now in this light and in that swimsuit. God damn.
I ran into the water with her in my arms and she started giggling. When we were deep enough I threw her and she came up coughing.
"Are you okay Bails?" I asked her grabbing her and pulling her close to me.dragging us both back to shore. She hugged me and choked while saying yes. I laid her down and laid next to her. I held her hand and that's when I saw them. The thing I told her to never do again. Her cuts. I got angry and grabbed both of her wrist fighting back tears. I hated when she hurt herself, it always made me feel like it was my fault.
But was it?
Bailey's pov
I knew this date thing would go wrong I knew he'd see my cuts, why did I ever think I could have great things. I'm just trash, garbage, and a fool thinking that I'd be lucky enough to get a guy like Sam Wilkinson. I ruined everything. Just like what happened with Adam.
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