hells belles

why

at the summerlands

trixies pov:

i get there and wait for angel about ten minutes later she gets there "hey" she says as she walks up to me i look up " hey want to get coffee so we can talk" she nods and we go to the cafe i ask her "ill find a table you get our coffee?" she nods i was going to tell her what i wanted but she already went inside. i sit at a table and she comes back out with a fruit bowl for me and a hazelnut iced coffee with Carmel and chocolate drizzle i smile and say " okay so the reason we have go shopping is to get stuff for ruggy i am in charge of her soul so she can go anywhere we can and before you ask to talk about what happened when i ran from you guys i don't want to talk about it yet " i look up and she looks at me shocked then yelled "YOU DID WHAT" i shrink back and say " no need to yell" she just looks at me unamused and says " so let me get this straight you went to the universe and gave up your ability to go back to the mortal world so that ruggy could do stuff without getting trouble" i roll my eyes " why is that so hard for you to believe your my best friend and you like her so yes i made it easy for you guys to date" angel looks at me shocked "but doesn't it hurt you?" i just shrug " it doesn't matter anymore angel she staying with me for a while you can as well if you want im changing lily and bels room to hers for now until i can get another room added we need to get her clothes, bedding, bathroom needs" i look at her trying to hide the pain i feel. i know im the one making the pain worse but they deserve to be happy and i have been thinking giving up my chance to be reborn so it was worth it. Angel looks me in my eyes " why would you do this for me to be with someone else if your in love with me?" i look away i cant hold eye contact she knows that " you don't love me back you love ruggy so ill do what i can to make you happy and she's the one that makes you happy but once the room for her is done at the desk you and i cant be friends anymore" she looks shocked and looks hurt " we will talk this out when we get back to your house" i just nod my head and get up heading to the stores " ill get bedding and bathroom needs you get clothes for her" she mumbles a sure and walks away to the clothes store she loves. i go to our version of Walmart and go to the bedding section i find  really pretty floral print  and grab it and then walk around looking to find more stuff to go in the room i find little flower pillows i grab two of them and make my way to the hair care section i find lavender shampoo and conditioner and grab it then move on to get body care things i grab her a flower shape loofah and i find a lavender scented lotion and body scrub, i find a lavender and vanilla body wash and grabbed it and i didn't really know what else to get her i already have extra toothbrushes and toothpaste at my house i stood there and think if i need anything or if ruggy needs something else. I think about it and i remembered i needed a new vibrator so i might as well get one for ruggy so i grab two and i walk to get snacks and make my way out and meet angel and take everything back to my paradise. 

TIME SKIP TO TRIXIES PARADISE       

trixies pov:

We get back to my paradise i open my door " angel you can take the clothes to the room and go get ruggy ill get everything ready go get coffee with her before you come back" she walks into the house but doesn't go to the room. After i close the front door i turn and look at her she looks upset " trix why are you so willing to throw away our friendship?" what does she want me to say i look at her " because it hurts angel, i love you and not just as a friend but you don't feel the same and that's fine i want you happy  but i will not put myself through that so i have been talking to the universe i will be escorting level 9 souls instead of working at the hellp desk once ruggy is safe" i start to walk to my back door to let lavender  out of her house and let her run around when i walk back in angel said " so your just going to do everything you can to avoid me all because you think i don't love you back, i do love you trixie but i like ruggy as well i don't want to lose you but i don't want to not be with ruggy what am i supposed to do so i don't lose both of you?" i look her she's on the verge of tears " angel be with ruggy ill be here if you need me, i just cant go shopping with you or have movie nights or go to lunch anymore, i don't just love you im in love with you and your not the only one that likes ruggy i just don't know her well enough to say i want to be anything more than friends". when she's about to respond my phone goes off ( hey mom whats up) i mouth im sorry to angel {hey trix is angel coming to get ruggy or do you want greg to bring her} (let me as angel) i look at angel "do you want to go et ruggy or do you want greg to bring her" angel said " if greg can then yes he can bring her" i nod (greg can bring her we are still putting everything away ) {okay love you see you later} (i love you too bye) i hang up and look back at angel. I walked into ruggys room putting down the bags and start taking off the current bedding off and put the bedding on when angel walked in the room " what if i want you and ruggy?" i stop what im doing " angel your only saying that because you feel bad" she walks closer to me and says " do you really think that?" i nod my head " yes i really-" she cut me off by kissing me.