I always encouraged her. There is always something else inside you, special, sensual, never suppress that sensuality in you, whether it will be expressed through a written word, through a song, a melody, through a sculpture, a drawing or most importantly through a beautiful human and friendly behavior ,what matters is that you embrace it fully and do not let it fade away. I realized in fact how many things lie in you, how much strength, how much wholeness and uniqueness, and this dilemma between money and love and what is chosen. Money is absolutely not important and maybe because I have the love of my life and now I see it all as something that has been solved . The material sometimes leads to unexpected insights, a deeper understanding of complex concepts. For example, I've always wanted to explore new countries, cultures, communities, new people, and I was never interested in rich countries, I wasn't interested in luxury or staying in a hotel with god knows how many stars. I love those countries where there is pain, sorrow, suffering in order to share theirs and take a part of theirs upon myself. Countries in which the people really kept their spirit outside of all those material riches, to travel you still need money, that's why I say that we can't fulfill some spiritual needs without money, but we should have a measure in those material needs so that we don't identify ourselves by an expensive apartment ,an expensive car, or to identify ourselves through what we carry.I always say that beliefs are related to the material world and we cannot always fulfill our wishes. We live in a materialistic world and the spiritual dominates. You don't have to go to Prague, Budapest, Vienna, a walk can only be in the park with the right person. Any change to a sullen and adolescent state, even five steps forward, still counts as progress. Experience it like that. Balance between desires and opportunities to achieve inner peace. Let those main faces be main in their own eyes, and let there be something in your eyes that may be unattainable and unattractive at first glance, but when you scratch the surface you will realize how important, special it is....
There is one interesting story when i put on a skirt and I see that it has already served it's purpose over the years, and in several places I noticed that there are several cracks. There was a dilemma that the skirt served her time. I say yes] it's very good when a person didn't pay for something, wore it well or used it well and in the end it deservedly ends up in the trash can. However, I don't know if you know what the word anti-Semitism means? One of the greatest atrocities committed by the monster Hitler against humanity affected many, particularly the Jewish community, as well as the Roma and Slavic ,who suffered greatly, he thought that these were not worthy people, he thought that the German race was a tabula race, that it should rule the world and that all the rest ,are smaller. There was a film based on this with an American Jew who was in Europe married to an American officer in a top position, she failed to escape the camp and for several years despite all the intervention from the American embassy they did not manage to free her and she survived that, they put them on a train and when fascism fell they gave them apples, small apples, they ate the apple with the seeds, the inside part with the tail.
I want to say how many things we throw away, who will feed the rest that need it. I always say that I am responsible for my own, for my opinion, actions, I am not responsible for the unknown opponent. Do you know that selfishness usually comes from material wealth, that the more a person has, the more selfish he becomes, and the less he has, the more he knows how to share.Take an example. Where are the most beautiful songs created?
From the people who suffer, where there is suffering there is a great spirit and soul, and this still flows into beautiful works. Van Gogh by cutting off his own ear and experiencing that pain created the best canvases. Has anyone wondered why he did that to himself???And if this view is correct?? However, he suffered a lot and created the greatest creations. From Latin music, Latin America, why is it so strong and spread all over the world?? Why?
Because there is suffering.
