Her(Sebastian x reader)#wattys2016

Gone

Your pov

So here I am. Ciel fired me I can't blame him, I embarrassed him. Sebastian can't come looking for me so basically I'm alone. I often have nightmares but sometimes just every once in a while I dream of what my life could be like with Sebastian. Marriage, kids, happiness......NO I am not meant to be happy. I'm okay with it but I have caught wind of Jack the ripper.

I was attacked by this maniac and it left my arms and legs covered in bruises. I was also gang raped but I was saved by a woman she's a librarian and she told me to come stay there. So I did and she gave me a blanket.

"Gurgle gurgle, oohh" I haven't eating in days and I drink barely enough water to keep me alive. I have always wanted to lose weight but I was a walking skeleton. So honestly I don't know why I'm not dead yet.

Back at the manor

"Sebastian see to it that I get to the library today I need more books." Sebastian bows "yes, my lord." He exits the room and goes to (y/n)'s room. "Why, why must you have gone before I could show you. Show you how much I really love you. I need you (y/n). I need you." Sebastian collapses to the floor and just as a tear almost escapes his crimson orbs mey-rin walks in.

"Mr. Sebastian are you alright." Her voice full of concern. "Yes just a bit of dust from under the bed got in my eye, if you'll please excuse me a moment." Sebastian quickly goes out of the room.

At the library

I have learn to like to read. It's the only thing keeping me. I found a brush so at least I can brush my (h/c) (h/l) locks out. "Here sweetie." I turn to see the librarian giving me a bar of soap. Very subtle. "Thanks." I turn to walk out the door it was frigid out but I went into an abandoned building and filled the tub with rain water I found. I washed up and put on the last of my of my clothes. It was a ripped (f/c) Sun dress. I wore my tattered (f/c) shoes I put on my thin jacket and warmed up the best I could. After that I headed back but that's when I saw Sebastian and my old master.

Sebastian pov

I smell her she's close. Master was picking out a book so I stood somewhere else. Then someone hit me. "Hey stupid, miss me?" I turn to see none other than (y/n).

"Hello miss (l/n), of course I missed you. Are you cold you know it's the middle of winter." Before she could answer master returned. "Oh hello (y/n) it's been months. How are you?" She looked down and fakes a nice smile to him. "I'm fine thanks for asking. Listen I would like to apologize for my behaviour on previous terms with you. That was no way for a Phantomhive maid to act and I take full responsibility for my actions." Full responsibility, this was a big step for her. "Consider it forgotten okay. Now, where do you reside, I would love to come over."

"Umm, well I'm sure your busy so don't worry about coming." My master smiles. "Actually I'm clear today so lead the way to your place of residency." She balls her fist up and looks away. "I can't." "And why not." She shouts at first but soon calms it down. "Because I can't okay! I have no where to live." Master can't contain his laughter.

Your pov

He he laughed at me. "I don't see what's so funny. You know my manor burned down and you were my only place of residency." He quickly controls himself. "I'm sorry but what about your money." "Stolen." "WHAT?" "Yep all of it *poof* gone."

"It doesn't matter anyway Ciel, so it's fine." Sebastian then steps in. "Excuse me but take off your jacket." I was reluctant at first but did it any way. Ciel's face said it all. "(Y/n) what happened to your dress and....and your body? Matter of fact when is the last time you've eaten? How do you bathe and brush your hair? And.." you cut him off. "Ciel stop and breath! This is my last dress that I own. The last time I've eaten was, what day is it? Sebastian spoke "it's Tuesday."

"Thanks, the last time I've eaten was last Sunday a church cooked a big dinner and gave me scraps. My dress is ripped because I was attacked by some guy. My bruises are from....never mind. I found a brush and I bathed this morning with some rain water I found and I let myself air dry. The librarian gave me some soap."

Master gets teary eyed "this is my fault. I fired you when you were defending your family name. I'm a horrible master." My stern look softened "look Ciel it's not all bad okay. I'm free and when I die I'll be free so don't you say stuff like that you are a great master. You change lives for the better." Ciel hugged me. He never showed this much affection to anyone in public. Especially in public but I hug back and look towards Sebastian and mouthed the words 'what do I do,' he looked at me stifling a laugh mouthing back 'i don't know.' I got it.

"My my is someone showing weakness in public." He quickly pulls away. "Shut up and of course not you just looked cold. Anyway would you like to come back to work in my manor." Should I or should I not. "Ciel I....."
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Dun dun dun cliffhanger. Should you go back or not tell what you guys would do. Also like my Facebook page Kammie girl. Goodbye for now my lovelies.