It's been a week since hawks killed Best Jeanist. I can't believe he actually did it. I told him that since killed him I'd have no choice but to trust him and he believed. Even though I could never trust him. It's not like I don't want to it's the fact he's a hero. I'm a villain. That would never work. Once I get to the hideout I walk in. "Sup." I say but I really don't care for being here. I don't care about the legue I don't care about anything. All I care about is ruining my father; (the number one hero Endevor) life. I look at Shiggy and then at Toga. "Where's everyone else?" I ask. I really didn't care about spinner and Mr. Compress I was really talking about twice whom I actually don't hate. "There with hawks." "Why?" He doesn't respond. I assume he didn't care enough to ask them so I don't push it. "I'm going to bed." I walk to my room and shut the door behind me. I collapse on the bed and grab my phone. I decide to text hawks. "Hey birdi" he doesn't respond for a few minutes. Then my phone dings. I open the text "Hi." I smirk. "Where are you?" I ask. Almost immediately he texts back. "Me, twice spinner and Mr. Compress are at the park." What. The. Fuck. "The park?" Why the hell would three villains and a hero be at a public park together. He texts back. "I'm just kidding we're at my house trying to think of a plan shigaraki will like." What. The. Fuck. Why would they be planning for Shiggy and why didn't he just say that. Also why the hell are they allowing hawks to plan with them. I know I said I trusted him but I don't. Why do they? "Stupid." I mumble before texting hawks again. "When will you be alone?" He takes a while to respond. Fuck him. I set my phone down and after a while he finally texts back. I look at the text "I'm free now wanna come over?" I look at that text. "I guess." I get up and walk out my room. I make my way to hawks house making sure I'm not being watched. I knock. He answers in like two seconds. I walk in. He closes the door behind us and I turn to him. "So birdi...." He smiles. God he's adorable. Wait. Ew no he's not. I look away. He walks into the living room and I follow him. "I've been thinking." He looks at me. " 'bout what?" I roll my eyes. "About how you help us plan our attacks and give us information but I don't give anything to you." I say with a smirk. His expression changes but he doesn't stop smiling. "So what are you hiding?" "You said you trusted me." He has a point but I just shrug. "You're avoiding the question." He looks in my eyes getting defensive. "I'm not hiding anything! I told you. Why won't you just believe me?!" He yells. "You're a hero!" I yell. "You're just using me!" I activate my quirk. He looks at me I see his fear but he also looks a bit angry. I grab his arm and burn it. He cries out in pain and yanks his arm away. I look at his burnt skin. I made sure not to burn him that much but seeing what I did to him makes something snap inside me. Why do I feel this way? I've done worse to more important people to him and I've never felt this way. What. The. Fuck. Instead of apologizing I just turn and walk out of his house.
