❝ traumas, they surround me. i wish you'd
just love me back. say you're here, but i
don't feel it give me peace, but then
you steal it ❞
𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 after the brazilian cartel
murder's adrianna calvarho's mom,
she is sent from brazil to new yor...
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ADRIANNA ARLETTE CARVALHO
wednesday, july 16thadrianna's crib ━━ 8:52 pm
" a-a-and then, they fuckin' shot my mama for no absolute reason at all," adrianna explained, bursting into more tears as she held onto notti even tighter, that it felt like he would pass out any minute.
notti sat there silently listening to adrianna as rubbed his hands on her back, trying his best to calm her down.
" they was doing s-some w-weird ass shit to her b-body too, a-and they m-made me s-sit there and watch w-while my d-dad was in the c-corner getting b-beat the fuck up & th-they was kissing n-nd feelin' up on h-her dead b-body," she mumbled, wiping her eyes, but tears kept flowing so it was honestly no use at all.
" it was otha niggas upstairs t-too, robbing u-us and st-stealing all our s-stuff. then the people that was torturing us left. me & my d-dad just cried a-as we held onto m-my mama,"
" w-we thought th-they we're gone, u-until the it st-started smelling like smoke & th-the fire alarm st-started sounding & i-it was getting hot so we realized they'd pour oil in our h-house a-and lit it on fire," adrianna sobbed, blowing her nose into the tissue she had gotten from the tissue box.
seeing those messages had really brought back some traumatizing memories that she had almost succeeded in forgetting. ethan quickly noticed her change in attitude & when he'd asked her about it, she broke down crying, showing him the messages that the unknown sender had sent and telling him what happened that night.
adrianna took a deep breath, kissing ethan on the cheek before continuing. " we escaped, but dat shit really fuckin' hurt me cause we had to leave my mama in there for us to get out in time, she ain't even had a real funeral too, she just burnt in there,"
" and like, after that, i-i kinda had like i-ill feelings t-towards my d-daddy, cause he was t-the one st-stealing m-money from them j-just so he could g-gamble & t-that cost him t-the life o-of his fucking w-wife,"
" we went to g-go live wit my grandma for th-the next t-two years while my dad tried to get us a citizenship, in america so we could live with kaleb. th-they accepted me but my d-daddy was still waiting for his, I guess he'll never get h-his, n-now that they have him," she broke down crying again, staining notti's white t-shirt even worse than before.
ethan licked his lips, hugging her back. he didn't really know how to comfort people when they were crying & most of the time he didn't care, but since adrianna was adrianna & she was his girlfriend, he'd try for her. " i'm sorry mama,"
" ethan, i'm scared," adrianna sobbed into his chest.
ethan didn't really know what to do in the moment. he'd never actually been in a situation. he would've said what he always said: 'it's okay', but it really wasn't okay.
and so he just held her, until she fell asleep.
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- 2 HOURS LATER, 10:13 PM,
adrianna looked up from her phone, seeing ethan enter into her room, looking tired as hell. " where were you, e?" she questioned, licking her lips.
" i was at the stu," he mumbled, taking off his jeans and t-shirt, leaving him in his basketball shorts and wife beater. " hea, i got you these," he said, handing her a bag of salt & vinegar chips.
" thank you, bae," she cheesed, accepting the bag. " c'mere," she told him as she pulled him into a hug and kissed him all over his face. " i missed you,"
" i missed you more, mama,"
just then the door busted open, revealing kaleb and journey. " addy lemme see yo phone real quick," he said in a panicky voice as he looked around the room.
" ka-"
" adrianna, gimme yo phone," he repeated, a little louder this time.
adrianna pursed her lips, only thinking one thing. " you got the message, kaleb?" she asked, in a low voice.
kaleb simply furrowed his eyebrows, not knowing how she knew. " they sent one to me earlier today. kaleb, they said they we're watching me," she tried her best not to cry. she'd finally forgotten about it, a now she just had to be reminded again.
kaleb felt himself get mad all over again. all the feelings he'd felt that day, he felt them again. he hated his father for being so selfish & so greedy. if it wasn't for them their mother wouldn't be dead, and they wouldn't be in this fucked up situation.
he was even more upset that they were only going for adrianna. his sister. his own baby sister.
but before he could even utter another word, gun shots and glass breaking we're heard from downstairs.
" shit!"
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