My Choise

Chapter 10💕

Jimin woke up in the morning, hugged by Jungkook. He remebered everything. He was laying, looking from window, crying.

He was sad, not because he lost his virginity, but because it wasn't real. And he wanted it to be real. He and Jungkook, but he knows that in the moment when the older will wake up this will ends.

He slowly wiped his tears

I'm so sorry, I didn't want to do it to you, Jimin. Jungkook's deep voice whispered in Jimin's ear

But I don't regret it. To be honest, I'm proud to be your first and I wish to be your last too.

Jimin turned around and looked at Jungkook

I'm not mad at you. I know that this was the only way to help, I heard Namjoon, and thank you and I'm sorry to drag you into this. I...

Jimin was shuted by Jungkook's lips.

Shhhh, don't speak. Don't apologize, it wasn't your fault and I'm so happy that you aren't mad. I was so scared that you will hate me.

How could I hate you Jungkook? I ment what I said. Tears started flowing from Jimin's eyes

I always wanted to have my first time with someone who I will love to. And I had it. I really love you, Jungkook.

Jimin... But Jimin press his finger on Jungkook's lips

I know, you told me, I know you don't love me, I know that you won't date me, I know... I know Jungkook. You don't have to say anything to me because you pitty me. It's OK

Then Jimin kissed Jungkook again with all passion.

Thank you for being so gently with me. Then he climbed out of bed and went in shower.

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Jimin! Jin and Tae ran to him and hugged him tight!

I'm OK, I'm Ok. He whispered and let them to hugging him. Then Jin hugged Jungkook too

Thank you Jungkook, really.

Oh, it's Ok, it was my pleasure... like literally.

Hoseok burst in laugh and after while all of them smiled with him. Happy that Jimin is OK

Then Jimin exused himself. He walked in his room and then he finally break down.

He cried over everything. About he was fooled again, over he was almost raped, over Jungkook, over his lost virginity, over Jungkook, over painful lower part, over Jungkook.

He was looking at his body in mirror in bathroom. Looking if he will see some change, when he wasn't virgin anymore.

But he was look still the same, but something changed in him, he lost his faith in people.

Do I look so stupid, or so weak? It was for second time what I was traped by the same drug.

Jimin took a deep breathe. Dressed in some comfy clothes and went out from his room.

May I use a gym?

Of course, Yoongi said to him. You don't have to ask.

Jimin walked in, it was nice, a huge room equipped with the most modern sports equipment.

One whole wall was made of mirrors and there was a bar mounted, just the right height.

Jimin guessed it was for Taehyung's sake, so he could train in peace for school.