Chapter 4: Hard decisions

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after that date with toji, he confessed his love , even through im atleast 7 years younger he didnt care, now im in a non ending loop, if to say yes to gojo or say yes to toji, or maybe say no to both, but it was breaking my best friend's (toji) feelings or my friend's (Gojo) feelings, i felt trapped, suffocated, so i decided to tell shoko about this

"Hey Haru, why did you call me" she asked

"i need to talk about something" i said with a serious tone

"oh, what is it" he kept an serious expression

"well uh, yesterday, toji declared his feelings for me, and just how you know, Gojo confessed them too, i feel trapped, if not trapped, suffocated, i dont want to hurt their feelings, i couldnt stand that, i like to be with them, they're my friends after all, but that doesnt mean, i can hurt them like that" i give shoko a half bibble of explanation

"well, thats an understandment, what about if you say yes to both of them, at the same time" shoko shrugged

"shoko, youre crazy, i cant do that, i cant let them think im some sort of fuck boy or something like that" i reply with wide eyes

"isnt that what you want?" she raised an eyebrow

"..." i went silent, a part of me, really wanted to be the boyfriend of gojo and toji at the same time, but it wasnt right, unless they wanted to, wich is... well, almost impossible.

"why dont you tell them?"

"they will freak out or think im stupid" i rub my eyes

"they wouldnt hurt you if you said that, you know it" she adds

"maybe" i huff

"you can tell them now or later, its your decicion, i will always help you, you can always count with me" She sympathizes

"how sweet of you shokie" i grin at her before she hugs me

"seriously, you can count with me" she says, his voice almost muffled by my chest

"alright alright, hey, i like this side of your shokie" i add

"dont get used to it" she playfully punches my arm

"alright little one" i add while she smiles at me

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"alright, here i go" i say approaching to the place i accorded with gojo and toji

"Haru?" Gojo calls me

"Haruto, you came" Toji greets me and i wave a gand saying hi to both

"hey haru, do you know why toji is here?" gojo ask while clinging to my arm

"i should ask you the same, why is gojo here?" toji asks

"its hard to say this.." i say looking at the sky

"what its so hard to say" both (Gojo and Toji) say in unizon

"that..." i trail off, not quite sure how to say this 

"whats the matter Haru" Gojo looks worried

"both, promise me that you wont get mad or freak out because of what im about to say alright?" I say firmly

"yes yes, just tell me Haru!" Gojo demands

"i trust in you" Toji said

"alright, well... lately, you both know you confesed your love for me right?" they both blush at my statement and mutter something that heard like a "yeah".

"Alright here i go... well, i love... i love.... i love both of you"

"you love us BOTH!?" they exclaim while i just nod

After some moments of akward silence, they finally spoke to me

"we dont care, as long as you love us we will be fine Haru" both gojo and toji said in unison, toji calling me haru was strange, but i didnt mind it.

"really?" they both replied with a yes

"oh God, i love you both so much!" i exclaim while hugging them, Gojo nuzzled against my chest while toji against my shoulder

"we're happy we have you haruto" toji stated

"indeed" gojo agreed

"I still cant believe you both agreed to this" i stated

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I was happy, like, really happy, shoko's plan worked for the first time, i wanted to kiss shoko for that but if i tried she would punch my face anyways, but apart of that, I was the happiest man in the world, atleast for me, Gojo and Toji agreed to share

"thank you so much shoko!" i said while hugging her tightly

"loosen up a bit, youre crushing me" she said

"hehe, sorry" i stop hugging her "but seriously, if it wasnt for you, i think this never would happen, you made me the happiest man in the world"

she chuckled at my statement " as i said, i will always be here for you"

i hug her again " and im grateful for that" she returns the hug

after that, i went to see gojo and toji, since they wanted to see his boyfriend, yep, they were acting really clingy with me but i honestly dint mind, i enjoyed every second








since toji and gojo are with Haruto, well, they wont fight and toji is not dead, that ,means, geto is not bad and isnt killed by yuuta, tell me in the coments if you want them to pass to the next level, or suggest smut, idk, but hey, i know it will be embarassing to write smut, but if you want, ill try my best for yall, second chapter done in one day, crazy, even for me


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