Falling for 2/5

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

*Ally's POV*

I went to sleep in Harry's bed. I was too tired to go home.

I woke up in the morning, with a sick feeling in my stomach. I felt guilty. How could I do that? After just my second night with him. I felt disgusting. I was too tired that I let a guy take advantage of me.

I went into the living room to clear my thoughts. Burying myself in my knees. That was the best way to avoid any contact with anyone. My head was hurting, my eyes felt heavy.

Harry was so nice and sweet yesterday. I felt like I fell for him. The things he said, snuggling up to me.  

I fell for his words I guess. Thats what happens to all girls after a breakup. They feel lonely, so they want another guy to talk to them, and be with them to get their mind off their ex. That was me yesterday. How could I be so stupid? All those things he said were lies. I was another fish for him in the sea. He just wanted to take advantage of me.

I love Zayn. He probably doesn't even care now. After what I just did. I mean, who would?

Just then, Harry walked into the room. So did Zayn. I had a nervous feeling in my stomach.

As soon as Zayn saw Harry he stopped, as Harry kissed my cheek. 

Zayns eyes widened, his jaw dropped.

Zayn started to stutter "Your with Harry now?"

I tried to answer but I felt like I couldn't. I was almost in tears.

"Yeah, she is with me now" Harry said to Zayn. Kissing the top of my head.

I felt like screaming at him, slapping him telling him no. But my throat was hurting. I couldn't even talk.

"Oh. I see" Zayn said sadly.

He walked out of the room. His head down. I wanted to run up to him and grab him by the back, kissing him again. But it was too late.

To say the truth, I didn't even know what I was thinking. My head was all over the place.

I didn't want to be with Harry. I wanted Zayn. I guess I just messed it up for us.

Harry placed his arm on my shoulder but I pushed him away. I didn't want him near me. I had to think.

*Zayns POV*

I went back into my room. In shock. In tears. In anger.

I didn't think she would actually go with Harry after I told her to go away.

She looked scared, worried, lost when I looked at her. 

I wanted to run up to her and give her a tight hug. I guess Harry can do that now. I lost my place in that.

I am so stupid. Why on earth did I let her go? Out of everything. Her.

I love her. There's no words to explain how much I do. I let the love of my life go with the guy, I was trying to keep her away from.

I laid on the bed, putting my headphones in my ears listening to some of the songs from our album 'Up all night'

Every song I listened to it reminded me of her. It felt like the songs were actually written for her.

I would never forgive myself for letting her go, and letting Harry take her into his arms.

Then, I just had the greatest idea. I knew how to get her back.

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