𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐈𝐌.

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃.

four years later.

𝙺𝚈 𝙹𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚂 | 𝙺𝙴𝚈
━━

every so often that day still replays in my head.

like a broken record. i can't help it. it just never wanted to leave my fucking mind.

how could it?

it got so bad, i used to just think would my life be different if hadn't ever bumped into him?

if i didn't have to go get liquor?

if he ain't ever force me to drive him to my house that day?

for better or worse?

and if i had the chance to go back in time and change what happened, would i?

at the beginning, i would've said yes. without a doubt. he was a serial killer. a cold blooded murder.

not someone you wanted to be around in the beginning.

yknow if you had common sense, and lacked knowledge about what truly went on with him.

that's obvious.

but after everything, all the time we spent together, what i did... what we did... ion know. i could still feel the way i felt when that gun shot went off and i seen a body hit the ground before running and never looking back.

i felt like everything stop, ion know how to explain it.

as corny as it sounds, i wanted to stop and run back to see if it was really him who hit the ground.

cause it looked like it was.

but i wouldn't be able to deal something like that. i knew id get sick to my stomach because what if i looked and it was him?

what then?

i had strong feelings for him. how the fuck could i not? we were with each other for so long, and had sex so many times.

i'm only human.

jesus fuck. i run my hand down my face before i took a look at the view in front of me.

i was ona balcony, and it was a pretty sight in front of me.

"why'd you go quiet?" genesis asked me from on the other side of the line.

"i was just thinking." i said.

"about?"

"everything."

"it's been four years since what happened with that terrel nigga, and two years since we got back in contact after you drove to the other side of the world illegally like a dumbass."

"but your safe now, that's all that matters." she finished.

"you're right." i hummed.

"i know i am." she paused. "hollup reece is calling me."

"what he want?" i asked.