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Unwanted Love

[Joongdunk part-1.4]

At hospital

After Dunk was finally confessed by mom and dad he enters the room. Seeing Joong who had a weak and painful smile on his face. Dunk goes closer to him, sit next to him. Joong started having tears in his eyes. 

"I....I...am s...sorry Dunk." the only sentence he was able to speak. Dunk also starts crying and rest his head on Joong's shoulder.

"No please it was never your fault, p-please don't speak like this." Dunk was stammering.

"Why did you save me by risking yourself huh? is you life nothing to you." Dunk still stammering but he could feel that Joong's weak hands were caressing his hairs. 

"Dunk, i am sorry, I did hide it from you-" Dunk put his hand on Joong's mouth.

"lets talk about it when you are well, okay?" Joong nod, still Joong wiped off the tears on his face. 

"Dunk it hurts while, I see you are crying, it hurt me when i shouted for you and you were no where to found, it hurt me living just a day without you, i don't know anything but just don't leave me alone anymore, I..I can't live without you, I am sorry for hurting you, I am sorry for everything I did to you, please forgive me na." 

Joong was stammering alot while speaking he was in pain but wanted to make Dunk happy first. Dunk is now in more pain the love both of them can see in each other's eyes is soo much deep.

"The time when you came to save me, I already forgave you, no need to feel sorry now please, I promise I won't leave you ever after, I will not leave you until death do us apart. okay?" 

Joong was soo happy and satisfied, he signaled Dunk to hug him. Dunk hug.
It was the first time both of them were hugging eachother. The warmth in there arms could be felt. Both of them were happy and sad at the same time.

JOONG'S POV

Time goes and I came back home, according to doctor I can only stand up from bed to washroom and for nothing else for 3 to 4 weeks. I can not even move by himself, I would need help of people. I was embarrassed. Dunk knew that mom and dad can't it so Dunk was the one who feed food to me, take me to the washroom, clean me with hot towel, change his my etc. Although there were two nurses for me, but I just wanted to be taken care by Dunk. Dunk was happy to help me.

For the next few months I can still not go up from the bed because of the paralysis but now I can do my work, eat by myself, get bath and many more. Dunk is too very conscious about me all the time. Whenever I wakes up in the night I can see Dunk sleeping while his whole body in down the bed and his head is on my arm. I adores the way Dunk take care of me. 

At Night 

I wake up seeing no one by my side, I got a little anxious and started looking here and there. I found Dunk peacefully sleeping on the sofa surround by books. I know his exams are going to start soon and he just take care of me whole and study at night. I felt little guilty. How the hell I shouted on him, he is the best gift I can ever have in my life. I really want to tell him everything but how and when i don't know?

In thinking about all these things, I somehow managed to come stand up from bed and walk towards him. He is in a deep sleep and maybe didn't realized me. I pick him up in bridal style and walk slowly towards the bed, I was walking like a zombie and even I am not allowed to walk and carry someone like this but I did. I reached the bed, I tried putting him down but suddenly I tripped a little and he woke up.