light as a wind

🐈‍⬛comfort🐈

joongs grip on war's wrist was strong..almost like he was scared that war would run away from him,that he would leave him alone without explaining anything..what joong was more scared of, was the fact that war could cry more..he felt bad,he felt absolutely terrible..the person he loved and adored so much,the person that he thought was outgoing and happy, turned out to cry until his eyes were red.. he didn't like seeing people he loves cry,and war was no exception..joong felt a knot in his throat when he saw his lovely phi crying, he felt like crying too..but what he wanted to do the most was to comfort him,to be the shoulder to cry on for his beloved one,so he took war to his own dorm room. since all of them lived in the same building but different floors,it was even easier.. but first he wanted to calm war down. he bought his phi an ice cream to make him happier. as war ate the ice cream,joong finally decided to walk him to his dorm,he didn't want to force war open up,he also didnt want to force him to stay in his dorm..he was still dragging war,but this time,more gentle, softer,almost like he knew that sungho wouldn't run away.."can i stay with you tonight?" that question made joong freeze in one place..he didn't expect war to say something like that,but truth be told,he was very happy..its like he had the chance to actually get closer to the one he loved and adored ever since he saw him for the first time.."yes,yes of course you can.." answered joong, turning around and giving war a hug "wharever is it that youre crying about,didn't deserve your time and tears." after a little bit they continued walking,finally entering the building. the ride on the elevator was quiet,but thankfully,not awkward. when they finally arrived,joong was opening the door when he heard war talk,his voice quiet and shaky "thank you..thank you for everything..and im sorry for being a burden to you"..."you'll never be a burden to anyone,so please dont say that.." as they walked into the room,war hugged joong.."i...i dont wanna do this anymore.." said war,squeezing joong.."its okay, im here and ill listen to you.." said joong,patting him.
after a few minutes war started talking again.."i dont know for how long ive been like this..my parents always pressured me because of how talented my older brother was..and that i was useless so i tried my best but it still wasn't enough..i hate how everything turns out to be, i hate how weak i am and how much i rely on my friendship with thame and perth..and its not like i dont trust them no..i feel like i trust them too much for my own liking..to me,theyre more family than my actual family is..theyve been through everything with me,they know me like no one else does and i dont wanna ruin it by being selfish or burdensome" as joong listened, he realized how much more he loved war,how much he wanted to protect him "im pretty sure theyll understand. its not like you found them annoying when they cried did you?" joong continued "please promise me that youll talk to them,you helped them when theyre at their lowest and im pretty sure they want to help you too" joong hugged war one more time.."its kind of late already..you go take a bathroom and ill prepare the bed for you" war nodded, going to the bathroom,and walking out 5 minutes later..

note~

HJSNSISNSKSNSKSN MUHEUHEEUHEUEHSHEHEHEHEHEHEEUHEHE
SEEYA IN THE NEXT ONE LOSERS EUHEHE
GUYS I SWEAR THE BACKSTORY PART WITH WAR WAS JUST A COINCIDENCE I DIDN'T WANNA MAKR HIM LIKE JOKER BRU 😭

(i apologize for losers part, i drank too much vanilla lemonade 😔)