The day is cold and rainy,
How could you betray me?
You think about what they need,
And never about you daily
You sit in your room,
Avoiding the feelings you assume,
You can't stop shaking,
Your heart feels like it's aching,
And your whole world is breaking
You hyperventilate,
As your mind fights an intense debate,
You search for comfort,
And you think of some first
You want to text them,
But you fear they'll condemn,
You stay quiet,
Keeping your emotions private
The betrayal you felt created by yourself,
Nothing hurts more then the pain caused by oneself,
Alas you feel as you can relax,
Finally escaping the attacks,
Anxiety won't make you collapse but you will fall off the tracks,
Pick yourself up or ask for help perhaps
(It's shit but oh well🤷🏻♀️)
