Black Heart's || J.JK

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Her eyes were shining and the peace in them shone brighter than anything as she stared at his sleeping face. He looked like the epitome of innocence and softness that was the biggest lie and opposite to who he was, his looks were deceiving.

Her fingertips grazed the skin of his face and stopped as she watched him opened his eyes. And the first thing she saw was herself in them. She liked the view. She liked his dark brown eyes staring back at her.

"You are still here." She fucking loved hearing his morning voice, it was calming.

"Were you waiting for me to be gone?" Y/N smiled, resting her head on her hands as she laid on her stomach. He was mirroring her position as they both stared at each other.

A small smile formed on his lips as he moved a little, his back muscles flexing gaining her attention. All the memories from last night flashed across her eyes and she felt all the desires wakening up.

"You look like you want to devour me, Darling."

Her gaze went to his, noticing the little smirk on his face. Jungkook knew what she was thinking about. "I would suggest wiping that smirk off." She raised her brow as he chuckled and to her it sounded so sexy.

He turned around lying on his back as he rested his arms behind his head and turned his head to look at her. "And what are the consequences of not obeying you, Little Rose?"

She knew he was provoking her and getting success. She smirked as she moved up and straddled him, her hands resting gently on his abs.

"I'm going to torment you, husband." She smiled, bending down and kissing his cheek taking him by surprise. It was the first time for him to see her adorable sight and fuck he loved hearing her giggles.

"Never stop smiling." He held her face in his hands as her laugh died down. Her eyes were to enchanting for him as he stared at her only watching the innocence in them.

The woman in his arms had so many sides to her and he was happy to discover them. "I want to hear your laughs and see your smiles, Little Rose." Her heart skipped a beat.

"Jungkook..." Y/N didn't know why but she felt nervous as her cheeks turned crimson red, she pulled her hands away as she moved up. "Why are you say-" She gasped when she was suddenly flipped on her back as he pinned her hands beside her head, hovering above her.

"You look beautiful when you are nervous and shy, but..." He held her chin as he leaned closer to her. "You look gorgeous when you are demanding, confident and brave." A smile formed on his lips as her lips turned upwards too, smiling at each other.

"Are you flirting with me, Mr. Jeon?" She held his neck, pulling him closer as she wrapped her legs around him wanting no space between them.

"I intend to do more." He caressed her hair away from her face as she smiled and kissed his cheek once again. "You bring out the best and worse out of me, love." He chuckled.

"How?" She asked as he smiled and leaned down, resting his head on her chest while she wrapped her arm around her and caressing the back of her head.

"My mother was diagnosed with cancer. I was seventeen still in school going through my own shit. I was too gone to realize that I was not the good son. Getting bullied, feeling insecure and hating my own life had me going in depression. I... I had attempted to kill myself many times."

Her eyes widened as she tried to made him look at him but he didn't. "Jungkook... Why?" Her question had him closed his eyes as he felt safe hearing her heartbeat.

"I didn't want to live. I hated everything." His answer was simple but held pain. "Dad tried to make me understand but I was fucking dick. When I turned eighteen, mom was admitted to the hospital. Instead of being with her, I was doing drugs and drinking. The night she died... I." His voice broke as he sat up and looked at the window, his back facing her as she sat up too and covered herself with sheet.