Hi I'm Samantha Desman, I go to Wellsbrug High School and I know what your thinking your right, I'm a nerd.
I've never been popular and I've been fat my whole life so of course I've never had a boyfriend and no boys have ever liked me.
But I have had MANY crushes in my 15 years of life, First it was David Gill then a LOT of celebrities and for the last 2 years I've liked Andrew Resley he's so attractive with his fluffy brown hair, ocean blue eyes and perfect muscular body.
But he never even noticed me because I'm just a fat ass nerd nobody notices.
One day I was grabbing my math books from my locker when Jessica the most popular and prettiest girl ever bumped into me and stared at me disgustingly "what the fuck nerd?! Get your fat ass away from me! Your like a fucking cow!".
Then she just walked away after insulting me for nothing, I ran into the girls bathroom crying as I go in a stall take off my shirt looking at myself on my phone camera "I'm so fat......... I need to lose weight".
I put a really baggy sweater on and go to math class.
Alex Resley the guy I have the biggest crush on is sitting next to the only empty seat in the class so I had to sit next to him.
Alex said "hey what's your name?" Oh my god he's actually talking to me! I'll never forget this moment!
"Samantha Desman" I said very shy because that's just how I am.
"I'm Alex, can I call you Sam?" He said, wow we're having a whole conversation.
"yeah" I said while blushing like crazy.
"great" Alex said then class started.
But I wasn't playing attention all I could think was I'm fat, I'm ugly but i can change.
