What...how am I still here
When I'm feeling so nonexistent
Always fading into the background
Like I'm wearing the wallpaper
The only thing I feel is empty
Wandering like a ghost
Only having the ability to observe
But I'm visible enough for others to critisize
Even the one's closest to me are leaving
What am I supposed to do while I'm alone
With my thoughts
Feeling like I'm wasting away in the abyss of the unknown
Of lonliness
You already left me onc
But now you're cutting the scar,re-opening it
Or are you just rubbing salt in the wound
Which never actually closed,for it was recently created
I need a break from the constant voices saying, "YOU'RE NOTHING"
Because I don't want it to be true
My happiness being a figment of my own imagination
I don't know for sure if others think I'm nothing or are they just treating me like the ghost I feel I am...
