~His UNHEALTHY Obsession~ || Age Gap || KIM TAEHYUNG FF ||

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O-kk so tell me about it

*Taehyung took a deep shuddering breath. Just thinking about his trauma was starting to make him feel on edge but he tried to control it. He opened his eyes and looked at you and spoke in his gruff voice, forcing himself to keep his emotions in check*

... where do I even start?

Is that related to your childhood ?

*U asked innocently while bitting ur lips nervously*

*Taehyung stiffened as you hit the nail on the head and asked about his childhood. It hurt him to admit it but he knew that he had to give clear answers if he wanted you to help him get better*

Yes... it is... related to my childhood....

So tell me from the starting I'll listen to you
*U said with surety*

*Taehyung felt a tightness in his heart as you spoke with so much certainty and care. He took a deep, shaky breath and closed his eyes, preparing himself for what he was going to say. He then spoke in a gruff, slightly shaky tone*

Where do I even begin... my childhood was pretty shitty...

U can start with wherever you want just be comfortable
And don't force yourself to much
I'll be patience with you

*u said softly*

*Taehyung's heart ached as you spoke in your soft, gentle voice once again, assuring him that you were willing to be patient with him. It meant more to him than you probably realized. He took a few more deep breaths, trying to muster up the courage to say what he knew he had to say*

... okay... I'll start from the beginning...

U nodded and he continued

*Taehyung closed his eyes and began to speak, slowly at first.*

I had a... difficult childhood... my parents were... not the best... they expected a lot from me... and they weren't... the most loving or caring... They were always strict with me... demanded perfection in everything I did... It wasn’t... a happy childhood...

*Taehyung's heart ached as he spoke about his childhood, the painful memories, rushing back to him as he said the words aloud. He clenched his hands into tight fists as he continued speaking in a gruff, somewhat shaky tone*

I never felt... loved... my parents never showed me any warmth or affection... All they cared about was my achievements and my performance... They only saw me as a tool to show off to the world...

*u felt the pang in ur heart after listening to him u felt bad for him*

*Taehyung continued to speak, opening up his heart and sharing what had been buried within him for so long. He took shaky breaths in between, trying to control his emotions as he said*

I grew up feeling... alone, empty... like I was just... going through the motions... My parents never... never really saw me... They never... cared about my feelings or my... well-being...

*Taehyung's voice started to become hoarse as he continued to share his painful memories. His words became quicker, his breaths more shaky and uneven as the memories continued to flood his mind*

They... they never... supported me... They only pushed me harder... to be more perfect... to be better... Nothing I ever did... was good enough for them... No matter... no matter how... how much I tried...

*he got uneven breath and getting out of control*

*U suddenly hugged him to calm down* shh Taehyung-shi it's ok you're fine now