I'm Just A Girl

Chapter 01

* looking at the ceiling while laying in bed*

I heard the sound of the cricket, a clock and the sound of my electric fan all of these I heard when I was all alone at night

It's 3am in the morning and I have no plans to sleep or do something to make me feel tired all I can do is watch the white ceiling all night without looking away

I am not feeling tired at all every night, but in the day I feel like I'm a zombie, walking too slow having dry lips, pale skin and I have dark circles in my eyes I'm so thin never been fat, I get easily tired for doing nothing at the day

After a few hours it's been 6am I need to be ready for school, so I got up and I didn't fix my bed I'm too lazy to do that, when I walked down I saw my mom playing cards while smoking early in the morning

After passing through my mom I open the window and sniff the fresh air of the morning I love this, I really do like sunrise as it shines on my bareface

"Yeah mochi close the fucking window it's cold outside" my mom said while glaring at me "come here and massage my back"

"Mom I need to get ready at school it's my first day"

"Do I fucking care?, come here and massage me damn it"

I have no choice but to follow her, I massage her back for a moment then I leave her and I turned around after walking away I heard my mom shouted

"You fucking useless" then she throw at me her sleeper that hit my head but I just ignore it and I quickly go to my room and change without taking a bath

"You should comeback early sis, I'll take you out" my older sister whispered but I never stop walking till I come out to that fucking house

"Hey mochi how are you, ohhh morning smell" my neighbor Mary she's so pretty wish I was too "did you at least wash your teeth?"

"Stop bothering me and stay away from me I don't need a friend" I said while turning my back at her

"Don't worry mochi I won't be your friend, I'll be just right here if you need me, see you later at school tho take care mochi" she said while waving at me then she ran catching the bus on the way at school I don't need a bus because maybe I don't have money

"What a lovely morning I have god Thankyou" I whispered in the air while feeling the cold wind