Loving your worst enemy

Prologue

I, Santana Laurance, aged 24 years old, live in a world stained with blood.

From a young age, I never knew the word "happiness"...
Every day my life was pierced with countless screams and torments.

My parents lived together, but never knew what love was. My father, being an alcoholic, always fought with my mother when she started work. Regarding my mother, I always heard death threats...

I lived horrible things until I was 24 years old. Blood was always flowing before my eyes. My life at college was turned upside down, I received death threats on my life every time.

I always wanted a life of happiness, but every day, it only made my sad fate worse.

Most of my family committed suicide for horrible things that they could not endure for much longer, (That's what my parents said) but I did not know the real reason for the cause of their suicide ...

My greatest ambition was to avenge what was dear to me, but in reality this ambition was useless, because I was only a poor ordinary girl who could not even defend a friend.

Despite this, every day I drowned in my thoughts trying to find a solution to my divine beings, but alas it was only a waste of time, because every day I heard one of my family give up the ghost to go to another world.

I was only pressing on my sad fate. 23 years collapsed, nothing changed, I continued to live in shit!!! Holding on to an imaginary desire.....

Me, who answers to the name of Santana Laurance, aged 24, still lived in this fucking hell!!.........