I'm Falling in Love With You.

In the Beginning...

March 12, 1997

"Drew. Honey, I need to talk to you about mommy." my father said that to me when I was 4, that was 14 years ago and I remember it so clearly even to this day.

"Mommy, she......" he paused for a few minutes. "Do you beleive in Jesus?"

"Yes Daddy. He died for our sins." I said that not knowing what that what he was going to say next was going to effect my life forever.

"Mommy went to be with Jesus, Babygirl." he said barely saying the last part before choking.

"Nonono." I sobbed "Please, no."

I remember running away that night. My father finding me in a park my mother would take me to everyday.

"Baby, come home. Mommy's in a better place now."

"It's my fault Daddy. I should have done what Mommy told me to do."

"It's not your fault."

"Yes it is."

The last thing I remember from that night was my father rocking me while I cryed until I fell asleep.