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TW: self harm, ED

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TW: self harm, ED.
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Georgie woke up feeling the empty spot in her bed she started school today. Bucky enrolled her with peter and luckily she could see sav. She got her phone back and immediately put on some music.  She skipped breakfast just saying she was nervous which she was but she was lying. She just couldn't deal with the stress to eat right now not only that she did eat too much yesterday.

Bucky dropped her and peter off and she walked inside with her music on. She was listening to reflections by the neighbourhood. She looked down when she heard whispers.
'damn she's ugly.'
'fuck she's not hot.'
'damn she's a fattie'

She tried to block the noises out with her headphones but it wasn't working. She could still hear the faint voices in her head. Her first class was physics unfortunately she hadn't seen sav yet and peter wasn't in her class for physics.
"good morning we have a new student please welcome georgie barnes." Shit she knew gossip was happening.

'wait like barnes as in bucky barnes the winter soldier?'
'fuck her dads a literal psycho.'
'damn avoid her her dad might kill us.'
'if he's her dad she's bound to be a killer too.'

She adjusted her bag straps and sat at the back of the class avoiding anything. Everything.

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Lunch soon came around and peter introduced her to MJ and Ned.
"oh so your Mj yeah peter doesn't shut up about you."
"is that so?"
"yep think someone's got a little crush."
Georgie elbowed peter and he started blushing.
"your not hungry georgie?" Peter said.
"oh yeah i'm good."
"if you say so."
Ned wouldn't shut up about star wars and made her watch it as soon as she got home.

"georgie!" Flash yelled.
"your infront of me you prick don't need to yell."
"ai got a feisty one told you she was like her dad."
"don't talk about my dad." She stood up.
"oo you going to kill me too."
"shut the fuck up or you'll find out."
Flash slapped her across the face.
"no georgie don't!" peter yelled.

Georgie grabbed flash's fist as he went for a punch she twisted it pushing him to the ground making him cry in pain.
"your a freak!"
"i will break your arm if you don't shut up."
"okay okay let go!"
She let go reluctantly not really wanting to be suspended.
"ha you thought im still going to make fun of you and your dorky friends."  He left to sit with his idiot friends who probably hated him.

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She was walking to her next class when a girl stopped her.
"listen your a freak so back off flash listen we know your probably a killer too so back off."
The girl punched her in the face making her nose and eye turn purple.
"not so tough are we?"
"just wait and you'll find out you fake ass bitch." Georgie yelled before walking away.

She was late already on her first day. Not a shocker from her. She sat in the corner trying to not be lectured. To say she didn't understand was an understatement. She ignored all eye contact from the teacher begging to not be picked. She didn't need to be called dumb too. She didn't need to be ugly and dumb shit combo if you ask me.

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