I'm sorry I hurt you, it still drives me insane, how I told you I loved you, but all I did was bring you pain.
I still think of you every night, though it makes my head ache, I would cry after we would fight, because my heart would break, and you probably just felt justified.
I hate the morning birds, they remind me of your singing, it made my stomach churn, and left my ears ringing.
I watch you talk to your friends, gosh I feel so crappy, I'm not even going to pretend, that I could ever make you that happy.
I dance in the rain, and pretend you're here with me, oh how I hate my brain, it makes me feel so empty.
I would hold you in my arms, and hug you as you cried, I wake up to my alarm, and remember your lies.
I awake in the sea, and look at the skies, I see a willow tree, as it slowly dies, and turns to dust, I will only apologize, because I know that I must.
