We're both guilty here - pjsk ship angst os

Part 1 - ShizuAiri 💧🍑

Part 1

ShizuAiri 🩵🩷

current relationship: close friends, romantic feelings from both sides

Airi's note:

Sorry Shizuku, I don't feel the same.

- stage sekai -

Miku looked so serious, and evil, somehow.
The pink-haired girl didn't know what to say.
She looked at her note, then at Miku.

A: „Do I really have to do that?"
M: „You don't have to. Letting Shizuku die is also an option"
A: „But- why?"
„We'll put you and your feelings to the test~!!"
A: „Fuck you and your feelings..", Airi said angrily, leaving the place.
She returned to her room.
In her hands, the small note.
She looked at her phone after she paused untitled.
Shizuku sent her a text m essage and she was almost proud that Shizuku managed to use an emoji in the text:

Hello Airi-chan! 😺
I wanted to go to a new café with Shii, but she said that she rather goes with her girls...
Do you want to go with me there tomorrow after school?

Airi smiled.
She really liked the sky blue-haired girl.
The next second, she realized that although she had these feelings, she had to tell Shizuku the opposite.
Otherwise, she'll never see her again.
Airi bit her lip. Don't cry, don't cry, she thought. But it was no use. Tears formed in her eyes and rolled down her cheeks at the thought of losing Shizuku in one way or another.
‚I can't do that', she thought.
‚I can't break Shizuku's heart, I love her so much..
But I have no other choice.'

The next day, Airi went to the café.
She met Shizuku there and had to smile immediately when the other girl waved at her.
When they ate their food, it was strangely quiet the whole time. Well, in reality, it wasn't quiet at all.
Shizuku talked about her problems with her sister and Airi laughed nervously when Shizuku told her how Shiho rejected Shizuku's cake.
But Airi was nervous.She was afraid. Afraid of lossing Shizuku, and of the relationship between the two.
Airi covered it up with an extra dose of enthusiasm.
They walked back, talked, laughed about a little dog that fell into a puddle, and time flew by.
When Shizuku reached the intersection where she was no longer accompanying Airi, they took a moment.
„Thanks for going with me today to the café!", Shizuku said, smiling.
„I really enjoyed the time with you . I really liked it, because of you.. Thanks for being there for me, Airi-chan"
Airi smiled, and at the same moment she realised, what will happen next.
But she couldn't let Shizuku die.
„Airi, I really like you, like really.
I love you..", Shizuku said in a slightly veiled voice.
Airi bit her lip.
She looked down.
The red light of the sunset reflecting on Shizuku's hair and making her look even prettier didn't make things any better.
Airi looked down, then back at Shizuku.
Her look was dissatisfied.
She took a deep breath.

„Sorry Shizuku, I don't feel the same."

Shizuku eyed her for a moment, then she opened her mouth to say something.
„Oh.. I see. Okay."
The silence between the two was unbearable.
Airi nodded, then turned away.
She didn't want Shizuku to see her tears.
„Sorry again.."
The pink-haired girl ran away.
Her eyes watered. ‚This isn't right!',
she thought.
‚This can't be happening!
We could have been so happy together!
Why?!
Why?'

The next day, she didn't talk to Shizuku in school.
Not during idol training.
Not when Shizuku sent her a message to ask if everything was okay.
Nothing was okay.
Nothing but Shizuku.
She was still alive, that was everything that counted.
Even though Airi had broken her heart, it still beats.

From then on, things went downhill for the two of them.
They only exchanged words when necessary.
Shizuku often gave her a sad look, and Airi returned it for a second, then looked away so that her eyes would not fill with tears.
But if that's what's meant for them, then so be it.

If Airi could do anything to get Shizuku back, she would.
Unfortunately, Shizuku was also a bit dense, so she didn't realize that Airi wasn't serious.

But there's nothing more that can be done. That's it.

Next part: either requested or MinoHaru

Words: 718

(A/N):

I hate to make them angsty.
They're one of my favourite ships and one of my comfort ships.
But still, I made this.