Hey today i went swimming. It was fun. I also talked to my friends friend. I kind of felt mad and sad if what she said about me. My friend is trying to talk to me but i wont respond. ( btw i am never saying there name cause they get on here) I told my friends friend about how i really feel and she said i have issues but i don't. I hate my life and i am grounded cause i don't like eating a lot sometimes. My mom doesn't think i eat cause in january i was a size 13 in pants now i am a 7 in pants. Right now i don't know how to feel right now. Don't worry about me trying to kill myself cause i wont try to. I love myself to much. And my best friend will miss me too much. Well i font what else to say so bye until Tommorw