Twice lost

Chapter 6

I woke up around 9 am. I looked across the room and noticed Liam was still asleep. I decided to let him sleep. After a moment of choosing between that and suffocating him with a pillow because he's still snoring so loudly. I grab some clothes and go to the bathroom to get changed as I walk out of the bathroom I see that Liam is awake.

"Morning," he simply says. In response I just replied with the word morning. He slightly smirks as he sits up and stretches. "I still hate the tattoos and piercings just so you know." He says somewhat snarkily.

"I still hate your face, but guess what neither of them are changing. We just have to deal with it." I stated.

"Someone's feeling petty today" Liam lightly chuckled while saying. In response, I just flip him off. "Come on we were getting along now you act like I'm a bad guy," Liam says, sounding slightly upset.

"Maybe I won't be so annoyed with you if you stop judging what I do." I slightly yell at him. He just runs his hand through his black hair in response.

"Come on Skyler, get off your high horse." He pleads in a joking manner.

"I'm surprised you even know that metaphor," I say plainly. In response, he rolls his eyes and finds clean clothes to wear. I can't help but steal a glance at the muscles on his back.

"I can feel you staring at me," Liam smirks as he says this. "I'm gonna be with my friends today. Also, I don't think you should see that blondie anymore." There's a strict tone in his voice as he tells me this.

"I can make my own decisions, I'm not a child," I say sarcastically as though he's my mother.

"Don't come crying to me when he breaks your heart." As Liam says this I can sense a bit of genuinity in his tone.

"We aren't like that," I murmur somewhat upset. Liam just looks at me and I can see it in his eyes that he doesn't believe me. Liam goes to the bathroom and gets dressed before leaving our dorm. I just lay on my bed and watched some movies since I don't want to go out today.

A few hours later Liam walks back into our dorm. I can see his bloodshot eyes and the way he's staggering. He's obviously drunk and probably smoked a bit. He climbs into my bed next to me and holds me.

"What the fuck are you doing!?" I yell at him while trying to push him back a bit.

"I'm cold." That's all he manages to say before burrowing his face into my neck. Though I am uncomfortable with it, I can't help but somewhat enjoy it. I give in and cuddle him. He looks up at me and glances at my lips. I know it's not right, but I want to give him what he wants. "You don't need blondie when you have me." He mutters against my neck. I can't help but feel a bit guilty. Though I'm not even dating Carson.

"We shouldn't, especially with you under the influence," I whisper to him. He ignores what I just said and kisses me. I want to pull away, but something about it feels right.

"See you wanted to." He says with a soft chuckle. Rather than responding, I kissed him again. His arms wrap around my waist as he pulls me closer to him. He breaks the kiss for a moment. "You can't tell anyone about this." He states as though it's more of a threat than a request. I just nod and kiss him again. Our tongues intertwine as he pulls me on top of him. Just as Liam begins to move his hands lower there's a knock at the door.

"I'll get it," I say as I get off of him. I walk over to the door and open it. Jay is on the other side already looking into the room and looking surprised when he sees Liam on my bed.

"Don't tell me you're a faggot too Liam," Jay says pissed off. Liam smirks and sits up.

"I don't swing that way. I just went to the closest bed. You know I crash after I smoke weed." When Liam says that I realize I was right. He was smoking with his friends. I look away slightly upset. I know that he has a reputation to keep. He doesn't want to be an outcast. "Why are you here?" Liam asks slightly out of it.

"You just dipped. You didn't even say anything. I wanted to check on you. Sorry, I'm a good friend." Jay barks at him. I can't help but roll my eyes as he says he's a good friend. Jay glares at me as he takes notice of my eye roll.

"I'm tired and I just didn't want to deal with Peter and Eric yelling at each other," Liam replies with a yawn. Jay just nods in understanding.

"Just don't dip next time." Jay states before walking out and closing the door. I lock it as soon as he's out.

"Seriously?" I say in an upset tone. Liam looks at me with confusion in his eyes. "Smoking weed?" Liam has a look of understanding as I say that.

"It's not like I do it all the time." He replies as though that makes it better.

"So you can be upset with the fact I got piercings and tattoos, but I can't be upset with you for smoking weed?" I raise my voice at him.

After a moment of not saying anything he grabs my wrist and pulls me onto my bed next to him. I give in and cuddle with him. He leans in and kisses me before pulling me onto his lap. He moves his hands to my waist. I smirk as I kiss him deeper. I feel his smile against my lips slowly leave and go to my neck. I groan and pull him closer to me. His grip tightens in response.

A few hours later, I'm lying next to Liam. We're both out of breath and our hair is messy. I check the time and it's 7pm.

"We should get some sleep. We have school in the morning." I say breathlessly to him. He pulls me closer to him.

He whispers in my ear, "We should take a shower first." I nod in response and get up. He follows behind me into the bathroom. Liam watches as I mess with the temperature before I get in. He steps in after me. As I'm washing my hair he wraps his arms around me. I grab more shampoo and wash his hair as well. He smiles and buries his face into my neck. As I'm running my hands through his hair to remove the shampoo he starts kissing my neck.

"Stop it," I slightly moan.

"Why? You obviously enjoy it," Liam whispered in my ear. I can't help but hum in response. He smirks and gently bites my neck.

"You're going to leave a mark," I tell him.

"So what?" he responds. I gently push his head away from me.

"If your friends see, they'll know it was you. They know you've been here the entire time," I say. He has a look of realization on his face.

"Yeah, you're right," He says dejectedly.

"Besides, I already won't be walking straight tomorrow," I tell him. He smirks in response. I glare at him trying to get the smugness off his face. He laughs and kisses me quickly. I can't help but smile a bit.

"I never thought this would happen," he whispers in my ear while holding me from behind. I lean into him and slightly nod.

After a bit, we get out and dry off. We step back into the room and he puts on gray joggers while I put on gym jams and a T-shirt.

"You should order pizza," I say while looking at Liam. He laughs slightly.

"Why can't you, I'm not your sugar daddy," he chuckles.

"You took my ability to walk, it's only fair," I responded to him. He picks me up and sets me on my bed.

"You should at least act like you can't stand if you want me to believe that," he whispers in my ear. Causing me to blush. "I'll get us pizza," he snickers.

"Thank you," I say while going to lie down on his bed since it's cleaner than mine. I watch as he grabs his phone and orders a pepperoni pizza for us. After he orders he lays down next to me and cuddles with me. I breathe in his scent contently. He places a gentle kiss on my head.