Colle rants about his past i guess :^
I like angst
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*colle pov*
As you may know.. being in royalty may seems so "gReAt" and "eTrAvEgEnT".. but let me tell you. Being in the red royalty is not good behind the scenes of the "pErFeCt" royal family.
Heck. just replaced the "perfect" as "neglectful" family instead. My "father" never actually neglect us for a another man or family. But he neglect me and ME only...
Goggles? Ohhh hes just the "better" one. Not to be rude i love goggles like a brother.. but him being more close by "father"- i hated it everytime.
Why did he not like me? Is it because i became a elite? Is it because i have not became the "perfect red apprentice" "father" always wanted?
Heck. Lets see one of my times in that origin neglectful family..
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*ooo flashhbackkkk*
As i walked down the hallways holding a somewhat test i was holding.. i got a perfect score on the royal lesson that my dad had enrolled me to!
I was happily walking down to the throne toom as i look to see my dad sitting! I waited after he finished talking to the guards as i walk right beside his throne.
"Hey dad! Look what i did-" i was cut off by him silently shushing me as he read the envelope.. so i patiently waited for him.. after a while he got up- "hey dad? Can you please look at thi-" i was cut off once again-
"Sorry colle, i need to go now. Your brother had perfect his mechanical exam." Dad said as he slip away from my sight. I was left silently holding the paper i was about to show dad..
Why does he always have time for him but not for me?.. no! Dont think like that silly me! Dad loves you! And so does big brother! Theyre.. just busy..
Like always..
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As i walked silently to the dining room.. as expected the two are not there.. big brother is always busy with technology and sciency stuff idk..
And "dad" had been sleeping this time of period.. so i was left alone.. just the guards handing me the dish and walk out of the room.. leaving me all alone.
I sighed.. they'll be here next day.. but that promise will eventually break.. origin silly me! you know they cant be here.. they have reasons.. and just accept it..
But why does it hurt? I sighed as i eat the food- like a little kid until.. "colle. Mature yourself and not act like a kid who has no manners." A voice rang- i look at the back of me to see.. "dad"!?
I thought he had not time and was sleeping!?.. i realized as i sat my self and use this.. uhh different size of spoons and forks and started eating the "proper way".. the red king nodded not even saying "good job" or smiling as he walk away..
I couldn't help but silently break down as i eated my food- im such a crybaby and sensitive.. why am i overreacting at that one single action.. maybe i should start to take more lesson.. yeah..
So they can finally notice me..
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Asi walked past "father" room holding somewhat a meal.. goggles havent been eating and im worried for him.. so i started to give him meals from time to time when his asleep or not disturbed..
I look at the kind a tall door as i gently open the door.. to my worst nightmare. He is very busy. Which makes the situation much worse due to him getting angry when someone doesnt knock his door or letting alone disturb him..
I made a huge mistake of not knocking it.. he snapped his head and look at me not noticing the meal in my hands- "WHAT COLLE!?" he screamed. I flicnhed as i tried to came up with some words..
"I- uh- i-im.." i only stutter which makes goggles more annoyed "COLLE JUST SPEAK ORIGIN!" goggles snapped- i flinched as i finally made a sentence "im sorry.. heres your m-meal.." i said as i quickly put the meal down near a table as i ran and closes the door..
I was in the verge of tears as "father" walks by.. "you shouldve have knocked colle." "Father" said.. i nodded slighty "good. Youve learned a lesson." "Father" said as he walked away..
I sighed deeply as i break down infront of goggles bedroom door.. im such a freaking crybaby.. why am i crying over these such things?.. im really am dumb and stupid..
Guess thats the reason why they hate me..
*end of flashbacks oooooo*
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Origin.. thats a sad backstory- atleast "father" had actually interacted with me sometimes.. but it was just for my "rOyAl" lesson and some important stuff in his eyes.
Guess royalty is not so good afterall ey?
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Yayayay i like giving them more trauma bc
Anywho! Hope you enjoy this chapter!!
Hope you all have a great day/night and goodbye!!! :DD
10/15/24
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Fanfiction(the cover is my drawing I hope you like it :] ) favremysabre scenarios bc I'm bored and I have no idea what to do with the future chapter of "light? " (the story I made :] ) . Yeah :// anywho! I hope you have a great day/night and goodbye!