As soon as the words were out, I couldn't take them back, and honestly I didn't want to I was trying to fight it with everything I have but it overpowered me. It took a minute for Justin to process what I said. Finally Justin looked up at me, justin: “you really shouldn't, im not a good guy, im far from it” he said trying to convince me. You: “ it's too late” I said with a sad smile and walked over to the bed to lay back down. It took a couple of minutes for Justin to come back to bed, I was half asleep when I thought I heard him whisper justin: “i love you too”.
In the morning I woke up with the biggest headache in the world, it confused me and made me think of what did I do last night. Yes I went to that party with Elena, I remembered squeezing my eyes and trying to open them. The first thing I saw was a plasma screen on the wall. Oh my god where am I? And my feet hurt from the heels ah I frowned. No wait oh my god where am I? I sat up and turned my face to the left that’s when I saw Justin laying down his arms behind his head watching me in amusement. My reaction pretty ended me up on the floor, I let out a scream and got caught in the sheets. You: “ouch” I whispered hitting the floor with my butt, Justin: “ oh my god, you okay?” Justin ran over to the side I fell. You: “where am I?” I said being afraid and looking around, justin: “ my apartment and im guessing you don't remember then” he said with a sad smile. He helped me up and the sheets dropped showing a not long shirt on me, it was a guys shirt. I looked from the shirt to him with wide eyes. He understood my alarm and jumped in to explain, justin: “ don't worry, you just needed something to sleep in” he said laughing. Oh good thank god, imagine being your first time drunk and you wouldn't remember it. When I remembered I was here half covered with Justin in a bedroom my cheeks turned red. You: “i didn't throw up on you did I?” I said hoping to die. Justin: “actually no, which I was surprised with” he said leading me downstairs. I started to remember the scenery of the house, he was with me down at the kitchen bar table and started making breakfast. What I didn't notice last night was that whole outside wall was glass, you could see the whole city, it was beautiful. I was turning in the chair in circles while Justin was cooking and saw a stereo, making me get flashes. You: “er, Justin? I didn’t touch the stereo did I?” I said trying to believe it was a dream. Justin looked up from the pan at me and held in a big laugh. You: “ oh my god, im going to jump off the balcony. Wait do you have one?” I said while Justin was still trying hard not to laugh. Justin: “yes I do but I will be sure to keep it locked from now on” he said finally cracking and laughing out loud. It was nice to see him happy, laughing moving about, it was easy to imagine a life with him, I wouldn't want anything else. He sat in front of me setting a big plate of pancakes and syrup, before I could eat anything he gave me a glass of water and a tablet for my hangover. You: “ thanks” I said when I started to eat, I was the first one to break a 5mintue silence. You; “im sorry for making you look after me” I said playing with my pancakes. Justin: “ it was entraining and fun” he said smiling, you: “ oh god, I wanna die” I said dropping the fork. Justin: “what's wrong?” he said concerned, you: “ I just embarrassed myself to a level that I didn't know excised, I probably said things that shouldn't be said” this time I dropped my eyes not wanting to see the reaction. Justin: “Gabby it's me, you don't need to hide anything from me” he said softly waiting for me to look at him and I gave in. You: “ I said it, didn't I? I ruined everything” I grunted in anger and went to do the dishes like I lived there, I was surprised at my own actions. I was scrubbing my plate in frustration at myself, im pretty sure it was as clean as it could ever be but I was not gonna give up until It shined. I felt him behind me, he hesitated before, he hugged me from the behind, it made me relax a bit and put the plate down finally. Justin: “you didn't ruin anything I promise” he said kissing my temple. He made me calmer and lean into him, we stood like that for what seemed like hours but it was only a few minutes. He finally turned me around and looked me in the eyes holding my face gently. Justin: “ I love you” he said being more serious than I have ever seen him. Which made me eyes water,
you: “ I love you” I whispered and his lips crashed into mine.
