Death Date{KTH}

Chapter: 16

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The push of the gun just above Jeongguk's head made him looked up to meet Taehyung's glare.

“Hyung stop”

“Ow”

“That's enough” he pulled her up and it took few minutes for Esther to regain the balance and she began to struggle.

“Free me!”

“You better shutup”

“It doesn't have anything to do with you Taehyung.” Esther's voice was angry.

“She said it” said Joengguk.

“It does. Anything but I won't let you play with her Hyung.”

Jeongguk sat backwards to the couch crackling and throwing his head back.“What?! That's funny”.

“It's not funny” Taehyung moved and put his coat around her, taking Esther to his arms.

Jeongguk was laughing all the while and watching Taehyung take her out of the room.

He lifted her up on his shoulder walking down the corridor to get to the elevator. Esther kicked her bare legs and her hands swing at him.

When the elevator stop and they're out on the pool area Esther bitten his shoulder. Taehyung hiss and she slide down.

“Taehyung stop”

“No Esther you stop”

“Hah” she chuckle, “me? You weren't bothered before, just continue like that I don't care, I'm going back to Joengguk.”

“You are mine!”

“No, I'm not yours to claim”

“Oh babe, you have written yourself to me, your body, your soul and your life, evrything, evry goddam things belongs to me Lee Esther.”

“Oh go heck with it, it's don't valide if I don't want to get killed by you anymore.” She smile smugly. She felt courageous, the power of drugs tickling her senses.

She felt a maddening recklessness seeing Taehyung's expression going flat. She knows what that look in his eyes ment. But she won't anyone to hurt her anymore.

So, she decided to walk away silently. Taehyung caught her to his chest. He didn't let her go. He will not allow her to leave him behind.

“Taehyung”

“Stay with me”

“No, I just leave this world my own . No love and no man” Esther laughed painfully.

“It's going to change Esther, I am going to love you. You don't have to die, let me in. Let me into your heart. You said you love me earlier, remember?”

“Taehyung, I - I wasn't in the right mind earlier when I said I love you. I don't. You know I won't.”

“Then try again, say you love me when you are not high. Only when you are sober and ready.”

“I'm not good for you.”

“No matter how bad you are for me I can't turn back now Esther.”

“I'm tempted.”

“Is that means it's a yes?”

“I don't know why don't you do a thing and guess it out yourself.”

She let him hold her wekaned body as darkness creeped into her eyes.

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Life yet again gave one more reason for Esther to say goodbye. There are voices in her head telling her to go and die. She felt suffocated hearing it constantly.

She couldn't hear the screaming of an animal inside her as though it was trying to get free from her.

Waking up, Esther rummaged through the drawers and shelves. Searching Every space of the wardrobe. She didn't even care to know which room she was in.

Finding nothing yet she began to scream out of frustration. She opened the under drawer of the wardrobe and stared at white bottle with no labels.

She picked it up with her crazy trembling hand. She was in a mad rush to put an end to it.

She put them in her mouth before she could swallow someone pulled her throat in a tight grip, choking her.

She craned her neck to see Jeongguk fuming in anger. Jeongguk fingers slip down her throat gagging her until she throws up the piles of pills to the white marble.

When she saw the boss again she felt nothing but numbness for a while. Then she screamed so loud Jeongguk put his fingers to his ears.

“Are you crazy?”

“Yeah I'm!! So what if I'm fucking crazy?!”

“Might as well calm down, will you?” His voice is casual.

“Why? why would you do this to me Jeongguk?!”

“I told you I will make you suffer until you show your true self.” Jeongguk shrugged.

“Is that it?! You did that knowing how I can't survive right?!!”

“Well, you acted like I'm a stranger and went all lovey dovey with Taehyung, what did you expect from me? Sit around and watch your love drama?! So yeah I went a little overboard”

“A little?! A little??” She growls “this is little for you?!”

He watches her going over the small pieces of crafts on the table and throws them at Jeongguk. Glasses shattered to pieces as the boss avoided them all. She moves around to destroy anything that comes to her sight like a maniac.

At last She picked the chair up and faced Jeongguk with a smile.

“Uh uhhh..no, no” Jeongguk shook his  finger. “You won't.”

“Oh yes I will” she says, eyes extremely wide like she has gone mad and body trembling with the after effects of drugs.

“Gimme the drugs”

“No, I won't.”

“Gimme it or I'mma  break your skull”

Esther shoved the chair at Jeongguk's face and before it could hit him he angled to the side causing the chair to break the big seven feet mirror fixed in the wardrobe.

The broken glass showers down to the floor and Jeongguk frozen as they pierced his skin.

“Dammit Esther!” he groaned, pulling the  pieces from his forehand while the blood trickled down.

“Now you made me angry” he walked over to her.

“I wanted it”Esther's breath came heavy and hard. She glared at the approaching man. She didn't make any attempt to run away as he came and stood closer, hugging her to him.

She thrash about in his arms. But Jeongguk's hands gripped her rightly

“Esther, I will not give drug again, dammit Hobi! Just calm down! It's all going to be okay!.”

She pushed him from her and showed her third finger up. “You better give me drugs bastard!!”

“Esther!!” Jeongguk shouted and throws her back to the bed “Don't you ever talk to me like that”

“Just give me it please.”

“How about you learn to obey me first and if you do what I told you for this one time I will give whatever you ask me”