𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐒 [𝟏𝟖+]

Chapter -19 "I think I fell in love"

This is my first time writing a story, if i did some mistakes in words, please tell me and I'll correct it

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"I'll tell you now"
"What?" Chay replied while still caressing his hair

Kim sat up straight, held Chay's hands. So many things were roaming in his mind, he was feeling guilty for blurting out that he want to tell Chay something. But now, as he already said it, there's no going back.

"I.." Kim was breath fast, his heart beating so fast.
"Relax, there's no rush, you know?" Said chay. Kim nodded in return, still processing his words. He couldn't maintain the eye contact with Chay, resulting him looking down, at their joined hands.

"I..think" Kim took a deep breath. "I think I fell in love" He released his breath. He felt a little relief after saying that, he felt like there was an burden on his shoulders that has been taken off.

After getting no reply from Chay, Kim looked up. Chay's eyes were wide, his breath hitched, like he wanted to say something but lost all his voice.

"Are you oka- "Kim streched his hand towards Chay's face, but before he can place his hand on Chay's cheek, Chay titled his head, he removed his hand from Kim's hand holding it and stood up, not maintaining eye contact.

"Chay, what happened?" Kim also stood up, hissing in pain due to sudden movement. Chay immediately held his hand, "are you okay?" Chay asked, "Don't worry about me, what happened to you?"
"Is it paining so much?" Chat asked, completely ignoring him.
"Did I said something wrong? Please tell me" Kim held Chay's arms, he was frustrated and was controlling himself.
"You're not listening!" Chay shouted at him.
"YOU'RE NOT LISTENING, CHAY! I ASKED YOU SOMETHING!" Kim bursted out, breathing heavily. Chay remains silent.
"Please. Please, tell me. What did I do wrong? Why did you acted like that? Don't ignore me, please.." Kim continued, still catching his breath, he plopped on his knees, holding onto Chay's hand. Seeing Kim in this state, Chay felt so bad and guilty for acting like that.

He too, got down on his knees, at Kim's level, hugged him.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. It's my fault, you did nothing wrong." Chay apologized, holding onto Kim.
"You told me, I can believe you. Tell me, am I not allowed to share my happiness with you?"
"It's not like that. Ofcourse, you are allowed to share whatever you want, to me. I'm sorry I acted this way. I don't know why I did that, I'm really sorry" That's true, he didn't knew why did he acted like that, he shouldn't have, but still he did.

Chay broke the hug, he held Kim's face, looked at him. "I'm sorry, Please Forgive me?"
Kim didn't said anything, just hugged him back. "You always scare the shit out of me."
Chay smiled at him, "I'm sorry"
"Don't be, I already said it so many times, I can never get angry with you"
Chay smiled and nodded. After some time they broke the hug, they both sat on the floor, not wanting to get on the couch anymore.

"Are you feeling better?" Chay asked. Kim nodded in reply.
"So, wanna tell me now?" Chay looked at him curiously, Kim shook his head.
"Huh? Why?"
"I wanted to tell you before, but now, I'm not in mood" Kim smirked at him. Chay pouted at him and sat back, resting his back on the couch, crossing his hands. Kim noticed it, he chuckled.
"Don't be pouty. I'll tell you something else instead, are you okay with that?"
Chay immediately nodded. Kim stood up, he took his coat and wore it. Seeing him, Chay aslo stood up.

"Where you going?" Chay asked.
"Don't you want to know something?
"Yes, I do, but why bother going out?"
"Well, it's a bit personal thing. You'll know when we'll reach there"

Before chay could say something, Kim picked up Chay.

"Hey! Your arm!"
"Shh. It's healed"
"How? And when?"
"You ask so many questions! Just stay quiet, before I change my mind"