19/10/2022
I guess this is it...time to end it. I got fired...and I'm no longer a trainee...what's the point in still going...I got kicked out for being "too old" but I'm not even twenty...what a pathetic company. I looked at the noose hanging from my ceiling fan and placed my head through the gap. I gave everything I had to try to debut but...
I kicked the chair out from under me and started to struggle I didn't realise how painful it would be as the rope tightened around my neck. I couldn't get out of it even if I wanted to I was going to die here and now...
Something snapped and then I found myself on the floor groaning in pain as I slowly raised my head. Of course the fucking fan breaks off and makes me drop. I can't even die right...I slowly loosened the knot from the noose and stood up. Well now my room's a mess and my throat really hurts.
A minute or so later my phone started ringing. I picked it up and put it on speaker.
??: Yah Y/n what did you just do!? It was so loud I was asleep but not anymore thanks to you!
Oh yeah...I forgot I live above her...
Y/n: S-
Oh wow my voice really isn't coming out...well time to send her a text. I hung up the call and sent her the text saying "sorry I tripped can't talk my throat really hurts". The text wasn't wrong in any way it's pretty much what happened maybe without the trying to die part...I was confused when I saw her response however.
??: Well tomorrow you are coming with me to my company. I know that you got kicked out Y/n I still talk to our friends back there.
I sighed and replied with a few words.
Y/n - Whatever you say Natty.
23/10/2022
How the fuck did I end up here...
Natty: So? Are you gonna ever explain why there is a red ring around your neck?
Y/n: Nope.
I wasn't even looking at her but instead to the other three who were all talking at the other side of the practice room...
Y/n: Ow.
Natty poked my neck causing me to pull away from her due to the pain of the mark from the noose still not fully healing yet.
Natty: Hmm~ it's all the way...Y/n/n...tell me how you got it.
Y/n: No.
Natty: Yes. Tell me. Tell noona.
Y/n: I'm not telling you.
Natty: Tell me or I'm assuming the worst.
Y/n: What's the worst?
Natty: You tried to kill yourself.
Y/n: Well...I guess you are smart then.
Natty: Huh? Wait! You actually tried that!?
Y/n: Mhm...
Natty grabbed me and pulled me closer wrapping her legs around my waist and arms around my shoulders.
Y/n: What are you doing?
