Social anxiety, also known as socialphobia, is a condition where intense feelings of fear and nervousness occur in social situations, potentially leading to significant distress and hindering daily functions.
A new dancer with social anxiety stumble...
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Lately, I've been looking forward to ballet class in hopes of seeing the familiar ginger haired figure instead of pulling out my hair debating if I should lock myself in my house and never step out of my comfort zone ever again, which even surprised me at first.
That, of course, came with new habits i unconsciously developed. I found myself snooping through my phone for new messages from a certain freckled face. My notifications were always on, and the 'do not disturb' mode was as good as forgotten, completely out of the picture, and forgotten in my phones settings.
Too much is happening in a way too short time span, give me some space to breathe, jesus.
I sighed as I stumbled towards the kitchen, I lazily threw an oversized T-shirt with shorts that practically disappeared under the massive jersey.
I stood in front of the refrigerator, opening the heavy metallic door and letting the cool air pass through my figure. "Okay.. okay, just a ceaser won't be enough. What cake should I make.?" I leaned my cheek against the door, scanning the contents of the refrigerator.
"I can try Tiramisu.., no way, takes way too long. I let it soak way too long last time, and it turned soggy, I'm not wasting my energy on that." I cringe at the memory of my terrible attempt at the cake. If you can even call whatever that was cake.
My eyes land on the calendar hanging on the wall next to me. "I still have a few days before the anniversary.."
"I don't have any energy to do anything. Whatever cake I'll be doing will be an issue for later."
I slam the heavy door, turning my heel towards the couch that was pretty much calling for me. I grabbed my phone to look for dish inspirations for the anniversary party before bodyslamming myself on the sofa, I suddenly almost chocked on air and nearly rolled on thr floor as my eyes landed on the newest notification coming from my phone.
' 3+ MESSAGES FROM 'Ashlynn' '
"What the hell?! Why didn'tI get notified shit shitshitshit"
