Lost (#JustWriteIt)

Chapter One

PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

THIS CHAPTER HAS ALOT OF VIOLENCE .

I was cleaning my room because my dad destroyed it two days ago.I haven't seen him since.I was kinda glad that he wasn't home because i wouldn't have to feel pain like i always do.I just finished making my bed when i hear the front door slam and my dad hollering my name 

"GREY" he hollered 

i hurried and ran to the door and locked it and went hide in my closet.I was so scared because i knew what happens when he yells my name.I started sobbing because i was scarred.I was like this everyday.I want even allowed to go to school or go anywhere 

"GREY OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR" he yelled while beating the door. My breath hitched when i heard the door bust open.I heard him walking around the room and stopped in front the closet.I heared and put my hand to my mouth.The door came swinging open and he grabbed me by my hair and pulled me out the closet and started beating me.All i could do was lay on the ground crying while he beat me.

"Please......Please stop.... Please"i said in between sobs 

"Your just like you mother you little whore. I hope you die you little piece of shit"he said while he punching me in my jaw.The last thing i remember was being thrown against my bed frame.

I woke up with blood all over me.I was hurting so bad i just wanted to end the pain.I went to the bathroom and looked through the medicine cabinet and found Xanax and took a handful of them and swallowed them.All i wanted to do was end the pain.I mean nobody will miss me.If they loved me my mother wouldn't of left me with a abuser.

I fell straight on the ground and blacked out.

   Do you really wanna do this?You have a future ahead of you.Why would you wanna do this?

"Because i'm getting abused and i cant the pain no more i just wanted to get rid of it.My family don't want me and i don't know nobody else they all think i'm dead because my dad said i was dead"

You have a brother find a phone and call him before its to late.

I woke up the next day.I was hurting so bad and i had blood all over my body still.My father left last night which means he will be back latter i made my way down the stairs and started looking for his sellphone. Right.Right when i found it i heard a car pull up so i ran back in my room and locked the door and went in the bathroom and looked through the phone.I found a name that is familiar with me and called it

"Hello"He said in a sleepy voice

"Please help me "i cried 

I heard my dad bagging on  the door 

"Open the fucking door Grey"my father yelled

"Grey is that really you"Ace said

"Yes please help me before he kills me" i cried

"Is he abusing you"he said angry

"YOU LITTLE BITCH"he said while he dropped the phone and pulled my hair and started hitting me with all his might

"Oww oww oww Please stop" i cried 

"Why should i your worthless" he said 

He then took of his belt and started hitting me with it while i cried and sobbed.I reached out for the phone and said my last words

 "Ace just know i love you" i said while crying heavily

"Grey listen to me.where are you."he said angrily

"The old house" i said crying

"OWWWWW" I screamed

all i could do was let him beat on me.I couldn't defend my self.I will probably die before Ace gets here.It felt like days in the bathroom while he was beating me but it was only a couple hours.i opened my eyes to see him taking a break while he drunk his beer.

Then he broke the bottle on my hip. Thats when i see blood on my hip and hand. My father came up to me and slammed my head into the side of the toilet.That was the last thing i remember.

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So what did yall guys think and No this is probably going to be the only chapter with  abuse in it its just that i had to show yall what was going on 

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